Forlorn Vanity

more to come

2007-12-24T11:54:00.000+08:00

i've gone thru the 1st semester with lotsa hiccups.
and the results are bad.
but thank god i managed to pass with boderline marks!
hah!
so another semester to go to get ma marthafarking-dip cert!
this time, it's gonna be lotsa Dolls. Bring back ya childhood memories ya'll!!

oh i can smell egg toast from my room. i think my granny is making them.
yum yum!
holidays dont feel like holidays coz i have been staying at home doing nothing.
yes, nothing at all...

i miss my bf so effing much.
i am so happy, coz bf chopped-off his long silky reborneded hair!
hAhahah! but i have yet to meet him. :(
bf's always bz working.
i think he's working to get money and save money and then we can get married and then live happily ever after!
wOOohOOooooooooOoo!

i need a new bag. a big bag so i could stuff all my things and bring to sch.
i need a new digi-cam. coz i want that hot-pink fujifilm cam.
i need a new hp. coz i think there's lotsa new models out there, sony ericson 5mp perhaps.
i need a new shoe. coz i need comfy shoes for jln2 and also to sch and to teach.
i need an external hard-disk. coz i need to store all my pictures.
i need a new watch. coz i need to keep track of the time.
i need a new hair-do. coz i think i look boring.
i need new make-up, esp mascara and eyeliners.
i need new undies. i love boxer-shorts, but all of mine are torned.
i want a new psp. nothing wrong with my current psp, but the other day i saw this hot-red psp. and i think it's cool if i were to have that! wooOOT!
I WANT to go Bangkok. coz every1's been there, and i need a holiday. so beloved bf promised to take me there...... wEeeeeeeEEee~`
i want a new laptop. coz my current 1 is so heavy. but it's still in good condition thou.
i want a new specs. Dior frame or levis or Guess.
i want canon 21MP EOS-1Ds Mark III. coz that's the lastest slr. woHoOooo!
i want to start working and earn lotsa monay after my dip. but mum wont allow me to coz she wants me to continue my studies and get ma B.A. Degree.

see the diff btw those things i need? and those things that i want?
hah!

closer

2007-10-20T21:00:00.000+08:00

i'm 1 step closer to achieve my dreams.

so little time, so much to do.
assessments are just in less then 5 weeks time.
which we'll be having a 1 month break right after, and spare another 14weeks of 2nd semester, and then i'm done with my dip! insya'allah.
with an ideal job in mind, i hope i'll go thru cedar pri with a breeze.
then when the cash flow is in, enjoy lah aper lagi kan?
*Evil Laughter*

Jgn Lupa celebrate ok bf, lagi sebulannnnnnnn!!

Till' We Hit 2!!!

harder

2007-09-23T00:18:00.000+08:00

is it hard to satisfy the parents. makes them happy and full-filled their dreams?
for god's sakes, we have our own dreams to achieve.
ouh yes, i'm already 21, but still in sch.
i'm nothing but the biggest burden my parents couldn't handle.
i'll be in sch till i'm 22, and 23, perhaps 24.
uRRggghHhh~! hopefully my dreams could come thru~~`
or else, i'll volunteer to be a full-time housewife? CAN i?
pfffffffftt!

while i was in geylang last nite, dad called and asked to buy him 'mini-murtabak'.
but i bought salmon yakitori instead.

Can u tell between a murtabak n YAkitori Ms IMA???

Advice

2007-09-17T14:27:00.000+08:00

I was rushed to the Changi General Hospital on sun afternoon, which was yesterday, coz of ma bad Diarrhoea & continueous vomiting since sat morning.
it was so bad i tell u that i cried.
the feeling was like, someone's sqeezing ma stomach, and the impact of it, makes me cry like a baby.
till now, the diarrhoea has not improve.
every now n then, when i burp, or ppl say kluarkan angin, from ma mouth, it taste like a rotten egg! it's that bad OK!!
even with the tali kasut a.k.a tangkal petua org2 dulu, it's not working!
agaknyer, kene buat org tak?
*Evil Grins*

oh no, my stomach feels like erupting again!
gtg!

random shit

2007-09-13T22:53:00.000+08:00

I shoot to please myself.
I react to light spots.
It's the instinct that tells me it is the right picture.
There was a window above.
But it would have disrupted the simplicity.
Every visual person has limited subject matter.
We tend to go back to the same thing.
There is a great difference between looking to be original and looking inside.
It is always different or rather, something new.

another tsunami

2007-09-12T23:28:00.000+08:00

A massive 7.9-magnitude earthquake struck off the west coast of Indonesia's Sumatra island, That's a warning for another tsunami.
how Scary things could be, when we're in the midst of enjoying our dinner, and a sudden tremor hit us.
i felt the floor shaking, my dad's fish-tank dancing.
My Living room was left in a messed with all my artworks.
Snatching ma lappy and camera and purse, i ran out of the house!
Dearest Mummy took her precious red-plastic bag full of mooooooolahs! and not forgetting our passports! wth whould she need our passports for? ahahaha!
granny n dad have the time to get changed and left the house the last, as dearest sista have left running for the lift!
in a time of emergency like this, i think, my family will be the 1st to die, becoz we took our own sweet time to get out of the house! everyone else, our neighbours had left their place empty handed.

let's all pray that everything's gonna be alright. the ppl in indonesia will be safe.
why in the world, disasters comes during the holy months.
the fasting month will starts tmr.
tsunami happened during fasting month too couple of yrs ago in bandar aceh.

ya'allah, tolong lah selamatkan kami dari musibah dan segala bencana alam, ya'allah!
kami mohon ke atasmu ya'allah~
*amin*

Happy Fasting to my Fellow Muslimah~

rip

2007-09-10T23:03:00.000+08:00

another sad news came to hit me badly.
it felt like i'm being squashed by some gigantic machine.
yet, another family member had left us. left us for gd.
it was midnite, when we had a call from an aunt, spreading the news.
we're seemed uncertained. clueless. blanked-in-the-head and stunned.
Dearest daddy thought was a joke, so does his sister who's overseas.
Dad had to recorfirmed again. not once, but twice.
then He broked down.
Having to have lost another brother, the eldest in the family.
things happened so fast, without expectations.
the body was brought back safely from KL to SG.
alhamdullilah, everything went smoothly.
may u rest in peace Dearest Pak Long.
We'll Miss You.

Deepest condolence from the whole family.
*Amin*

D40x

2007-09-07T23:09:00.000+08:00

"i would still cherish every moment
And when i start to build my future ~~she's~~ he's the main component
Call it dumb call it luck call it love or whatever you call it but
Everywhere i go i keep ~~her~~ his picture in my wallet like you"
- Cupid's Chokehold -

What and where am i heading to? Confusion strucks. Mind's Blank. Endless road ahead.

Let's Persue My Dreams, my Passion, My Love towards Art. and not forgetting, Kids.

Dearest Daddy is waiting for the weekend. Make that, AFTER the weekends.

I badly want my new baby.

Pls pls pls, i NEED it So So SO BADLY.

Or, Maybe, u ppl, can contribute to Imaz's Fund.

Poor Artist On the LOOSE!

Pls Help to Donate.

my current addiction;

it's a super stupid story-line. but nonetheless, i simply love the parents-child connections. and the lyrics, have deep meanings to the thing called, love.

what's what?

2007-08-03T00:23:00.000+08:00

I should be one happy girl/lady.
Coz i've bOught maself the golden ticket to meet my Precious, Matt Shadows!
so See u on the 9th Aug DARLLinGGGGGGGGGGGGGGg!!!

i've been a real big Bummer!
the reasons are that i've not been reporting to work for a week. and i dont have the mood to go to work as of some particular reasons.

and sch's starting on the 13th!
meaning it's less then 12days!
OMFG!!!
*STARTS TO PANIC*

1 more yr to burn for paintings.
1 more yr of enduring sch shits.
1 more yr to earn a dip.
1 more yr of dragging maself silly. Thank God, i have my psp now to accompany me thruout my journey to sch.
Yay!

so, any outcome?
hell no.
any researches?
hell no!
so what's the become of me?
*Shakes Head*

i think i have to start compiling ma stuffs.
that's include drawings, paintings, printmakings, photograps and what nots.
i need them for ma portfolio. i really2 need them!
*Sigh*

By the Mean time,
Pls help us to Save Gaia/ Felicia Teo

two

2007-07-22T01:06:00.000+08:00

Till' We Hit 2!!!

ghaibmu.

2007-07-20T02:30:00.000+08:00

somehow or rather, this video reminds me of the missing sch mate.
Felicia Teo aka Gaia/gayah.
where art thou?

it's such a mystery.
gaia was last seen during the our sch's party.
Goodbye Goodman, Hello McNally Rd! Party.
she was enjoying herself wasnt she?
Hope u're safe. pls come back. b4 sch reopens.

fel

2007-07-20T02:05:00.000+08:00

i cant help maself but to worry abt u.
eventhou we dont know each other personally.
but i feel/felt the same.
i'm worried sick too.
that night. the last night.
party. boozes. music. happy.
smiles. laughter. joy.
where are you.
where were you.
where are you now.
pls. come home.
they. them. us. me.
misses you.

go-nuts

2007-07-15T16:51:00.000+08:00

i Want DONUTS!

when u're gone2

2007-07-07T12:36:00.001+08:00

when u're gone2

2007-07-07T12:36:00.000+08:00

when u're gone

2007-07-06T23:00:00.000+08:00

i just wanna sit down, and do some drawings.
when was the last time i touched a pencil/charcoal?
i miss sch, for once.
MUAhAHAHHAHA!

i just wanna chill out with the girls everyday.
indulged lotsa beverages.
sinking our teeth to cheesey cakes!
yummilicious!
starbux definately rocks my world, like how Mimin Darlink does.

i'm hating work, now.
oh, i've been hating work since i 1st started.
customer service's not my cup of tea.
operator's not my cup of tea neither.
i think, i'm gonna be sacked sooner or later!
fuck u, smelly cheebyes!!
work sucks! every1 at work sucks!

i just wanna have ur babies.
it's serious like crazieEEEeeeeeeeEEEEEEEeeee!

Singfest 2007

2007-06-25T19:20:00.000+08:00

there's so many reasons y i love my holidays!!!!!!!!!

the Reasons Y M.Shadows Loves me is Bcoz, he's coming to SG!!!!!!!!!!!
and along with his Band membErs!!!!!!! Say Hello to A7X!!!!!!!

Not Forgetting, MARK McGRATH and his band members, the all time famous SUGAR RAY!!

The Hot Twins, Benji & Joel Madden along with their band members!!! Goody Goody Good Charlotte!!!!!!

"We have to take our clothes off~~ we have to party~~ all night~~~~~" know that lyrics?
yES!!! gym class heroes ARE coming too...

along with Black Eyed Peas!! "My Hump! My Hump! my hump! my hump! My lovely lady lumps!!!"

And there's lots MORE!!!!! Pet Shop Boys, MxPx, The Academy Is..., and Cobra Starship!!!!!

all happening at SingFEST2007!!!!!!

this Coming 8th & 9Th of AUG!!!!!!!

So We'll party At Fort Canning on National dAY with the FireWORKS!!!!!!!!!

WOOOOOOOOooOoHOOOOOOOOOOooooooOO!!!

happyann

2007-06-19T22:21:00.000+08:00

Cinta,
Happy 1yr 7months BabyBoy!!

With Love,
BabyDoLL

back

2007-06-18T16:05:00.001+08:00

I'm BAcKKKKKkkkkkkk!
wOOOOoooooOooT!!!

cheebyes

2007-06-06T21:57:00.000+08:00

I HATE IT WHEN YOU GO,
"AHHHHHHHHHH" AT MA EARS.

I HATE IT WHEN YOU GO,
"EMMMMMMMMM" AT MA EARS!

I HATE IT WHEN YOU GO,
"HMMMMMMMMM" AT MA EARS!

I HATE IT WHEN YOU GO,
"EEERRRRRRRRRRRrr" AT MA EARS!

I HATE IT WHEN YOU GO
"AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA" AT MA EARS!!!!!

I HATE IT WHEN U SHOUT AT ME!!

I HATE IT WHEN U TALKS TOO SOFTLY!!

I HATE IT WHEN YOU SPEAKS LIKE A LIVING DEAD PERSON!
WAKE UP LAH DEY!!! WASH UP URFACE 1ST B4 CALLING!

I HATE IT WHEN U DECIDE TO CANCEL THE ORDER AFTER A LONG-WINDED WITH LOTS OF TWIST N TURNS CANT DECIDED WHAT TO EAT FOODS!
HEY COME ON, MCD DOESNT HAVE 127328730 MENUS DONT THEY?

FUCKING SMELLY CHEEEEEEEEBYES!!!

P/S: THE NEXT TIME U PPL WANNA ORDER MCD, PLS MAKE UP UR MIND 1ST B4 MAKING AN ORDER!

STUPID CHEEEEEEEEEEEBYES!!!

thx

2007-05-30T22:23:00.000+08:00

thank you my love for those bday gifts.
i love u.

oh i'm still in my bday mood!
i want a bday cake!

n a psp!!

puhhhhhhleeeezzz!

big 21

2007-05-27T17:26:00.000+08:00

it's just less then 7 hrs to go.
the age, when some ppl said, it's when u get the total freedom.
freedom of what u wanna do?
freedom of who u wanna be?
freedom of what u wanna decide?
fuck all that.
it's nothing for me.
the same old brand new me.
the same old shit will stay.
the same old lame damn thing.
the same old ima.
the plans? nothing happened.
i dint partied myself silly on sat nite.
i dint have any bbq on sun nite.
where's ma bday bash?
it all dint happened this yr?
fuck.

i've been occupied with work.
long hrs of work everyday makes me sick!
no life. no fun.
it's just plain dull.
fucking freaks fussy customers.
stupid idoitic cheebyes.
all u ppl do is complain complain complain!
go fuck urself!

Saturday,
i've painted ma nails, set ma hair n dolled up, but no plans to look forward to.
that night, after the treat for my lil sis, i just rot at home.
happy 14th Lil' sista.
much love, ur sista.

Sunday,
Mcdelivery occupied me today.
Grilled Teppanyaki Burger = heaven.
Seaweed shaker fries = good.
Jasmine Green Tea = SOdap
Purple nails = Love.

Make me feel special tmr.
pls my love.
Tmr, is my Day.

mcd

2007-05-16T22:36:00.000+08:00

i think, i love my job. not.
well, when i'm home, i'll face this pc/lappy almost 24/7.
and at work, i faced the comp screen for abt 12 hrs.
and why do i love my job?
1st, coz i can use the comp. no, not for msn or frenster or whatever shit.
but to click n click n click on the CSS shit.
and another thing, i'm able to talk on phone for as long as i want.
and i'm being paid ok?
ahahahha!
i talk to all kind of creatures. ermm.. human.. customers actually.
fussy and non-fussy.
and wat's with "customers is always right?"
ahAHahHAha! it's just some policy shit. so i'm just doing ma job.
so, bear with me everyone.
and even right now, i felt that the headset is still attached to ma ears!!!
eRGHhhhhhhhhhh!
sixtripleseventhreetripleseven. got it?

hur hur

2007-05-14T01:34:00.000+08:00

Current Obsession <3

mothers day

2007-05-13T20:47:00.000+08:00

guess what?
i spend ma time cooking today.
ahahaha! it's mothers' day.
i dint get anything for ma mum. no presents.
so, i made her some cream puffs n Nasi Ayam penyet instead.
home-made style uh!
cook by her dearest daughters. :D

The Cream Puffs.

Nasi Ayam Penyet

The Whole family enjoyed the food.
oh well, happy Mothers' day to all mothers, grandmothers, greatgrandmothers. whoever.

Mama, I LOVE U.

pissed

2007-05-10T01:27:00.000+08:00

i am so fucking pissed off!
i mean, dont u ppl havent heard of LASALLE-SIA?
except for those who are studying there or have graduated.
what abt other ppl? it's such a shame man!
there's this guy, who thinks that lasalle is a special sch.
org2 cacat who study arts belongs to that sch!
wtf?
some dont even know that there's such sch!? LASALLE-SIA doesnt even exist in their world/dictionary?
fuck!
some even think it's a cooking sch!
Fuck FUCK!!?
some even think that LASALLE-SIA, the 'SIA', yes, it means Singapore International Airlines. But we dont graduate to be an airline crew! SIA tumpang glamour jer ok?
get it?
ahahahah
uneducated ppl maybe?
wth~
tsk~ tsk~ tsk~

stooooooooooooooooopid!

matty

2007-05-05T22:11:00.000+08:00

I'm not a big fan of Avenged Sevenfold.
but but but!!! i'm so much in love with the vocalist!
let me present u, Matt Shadows!

The Hot Guy, with gorgeous tattoos!

Mr Cool with his shades

And not forgetting, his precious dimples.
*Droools*

*Faints*

wat's that?

2007-05-03T22:27:00.000+08:00

i need a job. badly ok.
it seems that, ever since hols is here, i've been endlessly surfing the same site over n over again.
what a bummer!

errmm.. let me continue with my 21st bday presents list ok?
so.. where did i stop eh?
oh...

no. 7: I Want a PSP puhhhlezzz! ok thx!

8. Pink Vaio

9. Tiff Setting style ring. size 18 ok? i know i have big hand, kalau kene tampar lu peh muka... sedap!

10. Tiffany Stars charm necklace. Round brilliant diamonds, carat total weight .95, color grade G, clarity grade VS. Platinum. 16" long.

11. Honda Vario - Powder Pink

althou i dont have any license, but what abt, getting a bike 1st, then take the license can? muAHahAHahha!

12. a life-time supply of Mr Ciggaratoeeeeees

errmm.. ok i'll think abt the rest...
toodles!

hurray!

2007-05-01T23:00:00.000+08:00

final assessments. over n done with.
*jumps for joy!*

now, i need a blardy job. badly.

fuckerrrrrrrroooooooooos

2007-04-29T01:33:00.000+08:00

i just dont know how i'm supposed to go on for the next 2 yrs.
that's if only i'm able to get thru this last semester.
2 blardy yrs have passed. and 2 more blardy years to endure!
ARgghHh! i'm so stressed like FUCK!

ma final assessments will be this coming monday.
and i have to display ma art works tmr!!
and this is all i have...

the only resolved work.

"one: hundred"

"Narrative"

"CityScape"

the more i look at it, the more i hate it!
i dont have a sense of proportions!
everything's seems not right!
everything is sooooooooooo fugly!!
i hate it!!
i hate what i do!
i hateeeeeee hate hate hate hate maself!!!

wat?

2007-04-24T01:11:00.000+08:00

i'm in the midst of finishing up ma paintings. but still a long way to go...
it's such a drag for me.
tmr's gonna be the 1st day of assessments for the fellow paintings. so just wishing all the best for those peeps whose work gonna be judged tmr!
6 more days to go for me~`

this is the artist at work...

and her founf objects. is it cool of what? hahahha!

i'll promised to put up the pics of my paintings when everything is resolved ok?

meanwhile, here's a shout out for a gf of mine.
HappY 21st BDAY NORASHIDAH!!!!!!!!
a portrait drawing for her as a present from her pri sch 'gang'

best kan dah 21... i so cant wait for ma turn!
heh! :P

i think i should start to prepare for my wishlist!
aahahah..
so, for those ppl who doesnt know what to get for my bday, just read on ok?

1. DMC-FZ50K
Lumix® 10.1 Megapixel Digital Camera with 12x Optical Zoom,
MEGA Optical Image Stabilization and Manual Focus & Zoom Rings, Black

(Sexy kan bende-alah nie!! *Faintz*)

2. Sony Ericsson K810i

or perhaps W580i

or E65 also can hor

3. a new purse

4. a laptop carrier

5. New Art Materials

6. Laptop Cooling Fan

7. errmmm... i cant think of anything else right now... i will add on the list.. ermm.. another time...

that's all for now. toodles!

assessments

2007-04-19T15:11:00.000+08:00

the time is here again.. assessments!
while every1 is working and rushing their arsess off in sch, i'm here at home, taking my own sweet time to complete my work.
hah! what a good life.
i decided to whitewashed off my 'one:hundred' painting coz i know, i'm such a ripped off artist.
have some own creativity lah ima..! pffffttt!
oh well, i know i'm gonna work things out, some how or rather...
yeah, another week to go... and have yet to start my 'cityscape' on the most expensive canvas i ever bought. 40buckarooooss! ~~fuck!~~
cheers!

ha-ha!

2007-04-10T14:32:00.000+08:00

the beloved bf really cracks me up ermm.. 2 nights ago...
i was in the midst of doing my big artist citation drawing, when he called...

Bf: My gf ngah buat aper?
Gf: Buat my drawing lah... Baby Ponat..
Bf: Kesian my Gf... Draw Aper?
Gf: Drawing my face... susah sey nak draw my nose.. i like to draw ur nose.. senang.. mine susah..
Bf: then draw ur face pakai my nose lah..
Gf: HAhHAHAh!
Bf: Bila lecturer u tanyer, kenapa nose lain? cakap jer.. tu muka anak kiter nanti cam gitu....
Gf: MUAHAHHAHAHaha!!

SUngguh Perasan kan tu mamat!
nonetheless, i love u lah Mimin Darlink!

Surabaya

2007-04-10T02:13:00.000+08:00

Surabaya~~~ HERE WE COME~~~~~~
MUAHAHAHahHAHAha!

So Little Time, SO much To do.

FUCK FUCK FUCK!!

i'm Excited plus too stressed at the same time!
says who art students cant be stressed?
says who drawings and paintings are easy?
fuck!

suckss

2007-04-02T15:55:00.000+08:00

everything that happened, happens for a reason dont they?
my love, i dont feel you.
i dont feel being loved.
by you.
i'm full of miseries.
life, sucks!
big time.

2007-03-13T20:52:00.000+08:00

This is for my Min. <3

My Current Obsession.

p/s: Baby Loves u many2!

my mine

2007-03-10T22:00:00.000+08:00

it had been such a long time since i did a proper post here in my blogshit.
been too bz lazing at home. missed out much in sch.
been bz with band shits. loosing ma voice due to pneumonia.
damn. what worst could happened, unable to talk properly, unable to sing. fuck!
sch works piling up like nobody's biz. such a drag!
i'm left with only a few weeks of sch till end of ma 2nd yr.
i'm being way toooooooooo laid back, while the other studio mates are working their arse off with their paintings and drawings.
tskkk~
still, i have the time to party my boobs away with beloved cousin, Nora, and her frens. which, apparently, became ma frens too... woOoHoOoo~`

Beloved bf's bday just passed. An outing with his peeps to Sentosa.
was filled with all fun fun fun! He've hit the Big 24!

Up next, it's Wan's bday Picnic Outing. None other then, the all time fav place, Sentosa! ahAHhaha. Plan it well, Yanti!

The chill out session with ma girls was great.
those times we talked nonsense, laughing at our own stupidity...
sharing our personal probs, giving each other listening ears, comforting words, encouragements.... over n all, i love u girls..

Nonetheless, u girls are the best.
The power of 4! mUahAHahhA!

so what did i do today?
bf accompanied me to sch to take ma stuff.
then we went for kfc drive thru... and had some chicken take aways...
thx to AsTreLLa, we've got many2 food for only student price! mUahahah!
a lucky day for us to go take aways, when u're working! thx a lot darls!
this are the pictures we took, using ma new baby, w810i.
happy ppl with full n happy stomach!

Dream To Fly?

last but not least, congrats to the mom n dad, upon receiving their precious one,

Joy, Baby Audi and wady.

The SleepyHead!
oh, sorry kak joy, i've yet to visit u n the lil' dude.
my bad!
but still, i'm a proud aunty! MuAhahAHha!
so, when's ma turn to have one....? Min?

seize

2007-03-09T23:27:00.000+08:00

Hensem kan ni mamat!

tell me

2007-03-06T22:10:00.000+08:00

Do that~ do that~ do IT!

lastone

2007-03-05T23:57:00.000+08:00

i will always be the one who is left out.
from then, till now.
perhaps later.
i wont be part of u.
i am not important to u.
i dont play any part in ur life.
i will be the last one to know.
just, ignore.

damnnnnnnnnnnnn

2007-03-03T23:20:00.000+08:00

i've been sitting 24/7 infront of the comp, chatting my time away.
no work had been touched during this term break.
damn!
i admit i'm so lazy.
i hate sch. really. fuck.

i want my k800i.
haiyah. fuck you lar.

oh well

2007-02-25T02:58:00.000+08:00

1. ARE YOU IN A RELATIONSHIP RIGHT NOW?
- Currently Yeah

2. HAS ANYONE EVER CHEATED ON YOU?
- yeah

3. HAVE YOU EVER CHEATED ON SOMEONE?
- Definately. MuaHAhahAH!

4. WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT HAS
HAPPENED TO YOU IN A RELATIONSHIP?
- Parents not approving the relationship

5. HAS YOUR BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND MADE
YOU CRY?
- yEah

6. WHAT'S THE LONGEST YOU HAVE EVER
STAYED IN A RELATIONSHIP?
- nearly 2 yrs

7. NAME THE PERSON YOU ARE INVOLVED
WITH AS OF NOW.
- Mimin!

8. WHAT'S THE LONGEST YOU'VE EVER BEEN
SINGLE?
- a yr

9. DO YOU FEEL LIKE THE PERSON YOU
WERE WITH
THEN COULD BE YOUR WIFE/HUSBAND?
- a bliss

10. WHY ARE YOU SINGLE?
- just waiting to be proposed. ahahaha

11. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN A FIST FIGHT
WITH YOUR SIGNIFICANT OTHER?
- all the time. erkkk~

12. IF YES, WHY?
- for the fun of it

13. WHAT SONG DO YOU AND YOUR OTHER
HALF
ENJOY LISTENING TO THE MOST?
- imram ajmain - seribu tahun

14. HOW MANY THINGS DO YA'LL HAVE IN
COMMON?
_ uncountable. oh well.

i love u lah min! betul. sumpah tak bedek! :)

accidentally in love

2007-02-24T12:26:00.000+08:00

happens

2007-02-24T00:15:00.000+08:00

i've been sitting infront of this stupid pc for hours, eating kuaci.
my eyes are stoned and i could be gone within split seconds.
everything in life happens for a reason.
no one predicts. no one assumed. no one guessed.
dont be judgemental, all u need is urself. and no one else.
come to think again, i'm just the useless person that no one adores.
fuck off ima. just eat shit every day.

boo!

2007-02-11T14:16:00.000+08:00

My Phone Survery

01) What is the phone brand?`
- Nokia

02) What are the last 3 digits of yourmobile number?` - 153

03) What does the 2nd message in yourinbox say?`
- Eee! Menggatal gf kita!

04) Who is the first person who comesunder M?`
- Mail Retrieval.

05) Who was the last person you rang?`
- Mum

06) Who was your last missed call from?`
- i donno

07) Who was the 2nd person who comes upunder D?` - Din Evil Crowley

08) What does the oldest message in youinbox says ?` - i cleared them every now and then

09)Who comes up under J?`
- Jasmin

10) Go to your Sent Items - what doesthe 10th message say?`
- Do u love me?

11) Who is the 4th person who comes upunder S?` - Screamer

12) Who is your network provider?`
- STARhub

13) How many messages are currently inyour inbox?`
- 18

14) What do you have as yourbackground?`
- nothing

15) Who is the 2nd person who comes uunder R?`
- Rahin

16) Who do you have on speed dial 3?`
- none

17) If you are on Pay as you Go, howmuch credit do you have?`
- less then 10

18) Who is the first person who comesup under C?`
- Chairil

19) How many bars of signal do youcurrently have?`
- Full

20) What do you have as your mainringtone?`
- Snow Tiger

yes it's true

2007-02-03T01:35:00.000+08:00

How You Are In Love

You fall in love quickly and easily. And very often.

You give and take equally in relationships.

You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time.

You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.

You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.

How Are You In Love?

dang!

2007-02-03T01:25:00.000+08:00

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.

In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.

You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is 100%. You are not suited for a monogamous relationship.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

What?

2007-02-03T01:20:00.000+08:00

Your Birthdate: May 28

You don't just believe in love at first site - you've experienced it.
You develop crushes pretty easily, but keeping your interest is another matter!
You are very prone to love - hate relationships.

Number of True Loves You'll Have: 1

Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 6

You are most compatible with people born on the 1st, 10th, 19th, and 28th of the month.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life?

will you?

2007-02-03T00:34:00.000+08:00

this song, on repeat mode.
simply, Love.
Crazyness ride home.
Simply, LOVE!
Warm Hugs ANd kiSSes.
Simply, LOVE!
i Love u more everyday.
today, tmr, and yesteryears.

i want

2007-01-28T16:36:00.000+08:00

random1

2007-01-28T14:30:00.000+08:00

Current status?
- Blank

Current time?
- 2.30pm

Current song listening to?
- cinone singing

Current school?
- lasalle

Current celebrity crush?
- p.o.d vox

Current age wannabe?
- 2yrs

Current desktop wallpaper?
- cartooned me n min

Current place u wanna be at now?
- by the beach

Current date?
- 28/01/07

Current person you hate?
- myself

Current clothing wearing?
- towels n tshirt

Current status in msn?
- away

Current song stuck in your head?
- fully aliveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Current hair?
- jet black

+_+_+_+_+_+_+_ MISSING _+_+_+_+_+_+_+

Missing someone?
- you should know

Missing anything you lost?
- my heart

Missing anyone you hate?
- not

Missing your past life?
- probly

Missing something right now?
- my heart

Missing one of your friends?
- none

Who do you miss?
- my babyboy

still

2007-01-28T12:26:00.000+08:00

i still want to sing, Jammed, make music, write lyrics, when i'm 25.
i want to look young, energetic, cool, cute, gorgeous, and my eyes will still be the Sex!
I want to enjoy life as it is. Not to be tied down.
Love me, Understand me.

numb

2007-01-28T01:24:00.001+08:00

sometimes, i just felt like giving up.
for real.
i'm sick and tired of being tied down.
this tears, that's flowing.
those tears, which are held back.
the heart, still numbs.

2007-01-28T01:24:00.000+08:00

sometimes, i just felt like giving up.
for real.
i'm sick and tired of being tied down.
this tears, that's flowing.
those tears, which are held back.
the heart, still numbs.

there nothing special abt me

2007-01-21T23:24:00.000+08:00

damnation

2007-01-21T14:31:00.000+08:00

My feelings are left redundant, last night.
you showed no mercy, no sympathy, no care.
it's all about u, having fun. and the rest, are just tiny lil' ignorants.
how am i gonna go on like this?
oh God, Mighty God, pls, PLs, pls, plS, PLS, PLS!
make me a stronger girl then i am now.
i just couldnt take it anymore....

14th

2007-01-20T00:34:00.000+08:00

a yr and two months have here to come.
i'm wishing us the best of the years together, my love.
only time will tells it all...
Love, Still.

fuckaj

2007-01-18T23:03:00.000+08:00

oh well, tmr gonna be a friday. which marks the end of the 2nd week of sch.
tskkk~ how times goes by.. real fast!
i'm having slight flu and sore-throat!
tskkk~` irritating lah! i have to stuff my nose with tissues, like how patricia did during hazel's lecture last semester. that was the joke of the year man!

some ppl are just too selfish. others do exist too ok?
and it's no fun putting up faces infront of others... just by the sight of it, it hurts ma pretty eyes...

oh, for those who have taken or found my precious bag, i dont care abt the paints and brushes anymore, i've moved on. eventhou there's my heart n soul. so fuck u ppl who took it, may ur parents die the day after tmr, and ur life would be in such a horrendous state!
only my still life paintings, do return it back to me. and my library book, if u have found them, just pls return it to the National Library. just this big fucking favour.

Love Requiem
I wanna wake up in your arms
Greeting the morning sun
with a big smile, pearly whites
May all my days are full of fun.

Lights shining through
Burning the sensitivity
Protect me, Love me
I need you, i really do.

;BabyDoLL

2007-01-15T16:35:00.000+08:00

Random Shits...

If I were a month I would be: May
If I were a day of the week I would be: Sunday
If I were a time of day I would be: Evening
If I were a planet I would be: Pluto
If I were a sea animal I would be: Shark
If I were a direction I would be: East
If I were a piece of furniture I would be: Chandler
If I were a historical figure I would be: Cleopatra
If I were a liquid I would be: Turpentine
If I were a stone, I would be: Diamond
If I were a tree, I would be: Durian tree
If I were a bird, I would be: An owl
If I were a flower/plant, I would be: Black Rose
If I were a kind of weather, I would be: Heavy Rain
If I were a mythical creature, I would be: Fairy
If I were a musical instrument, I would be: Guitar
If I were an animal, I would be: White Tiger
If I were a color, I would be: Black
If I were an emotion, I would be: Joy
If I were a sound, I would be: fart
If I were an element, I would be: Iron
If I were a car, I would be: Mazda 8
If I were a song, I would be: Stand My Ground
If I were a book, I would be written by: Roald Dahl's
If I were a place, I would be: The Beach
If I were a material, I would be: Silk
If I were a taste, I would be: Sour
If I were a scent, I would be: RL Romance
If I were a word, I would be: Fuck
If I were an object, I would be: a mirror
If I were a facial expression I would be: frown
If I were a subject in school I would be: Art
If I were a shape I would be: star
If I were a number I would be: 1
If I were a cartoon character I would be: Snow White

ith'nie~

2007-01-15T00:32:00.000+08:00

oh Looky! Loooky!
the guy that's singing, sungguh lah CUTE!
Cair Baby!! *DrOoooLs*
except the one on the violin lah eh.... :X

oh well...
i have my own arabic-good-looking hunky Hunk!

Sungguh lah hensem bf ku~
*Faints*

you fucking lied to me!

2007-01-13T11:31:00.000+08:00

Irony of life but true!

Men:
1. All men are extremely busy.
2. Although they are so busy, theystill have time for women.
3. Although they have time for women,they don't really care for them.
4. Although they don't really care forthem, they always have one around.
5. Although they always have onearound them, they always try their luckwith others.
6. Although they try their luck withothers, they getreally pissed off if the woman leavesthem.
7. Although the woman leavesthem, they still don't learn fromtheir mistakes, and still try theirluck with others.

Women:
1. The most important thing for awoman is financial security.
2. Although this is so important, theystill go out and buy expensiveclothes and stuff.
3. Although they always buy expensiveclothes, theynever have something to wear.
4. Although they never have somethingto wear, they always dressbeautifully.
5. Although they always dressbeautifully, their clothes are alwaysjust "an old rag".
6. Although their clothes arealways "just an old rag", they stillexpect you to compliment them.
7. Although they expect you tocompliment them, whenyou do, they don't believe you.

FUck! somebody's just being so insensitive towards my feelings!

i'm missing u

2007-01-12T10:48:00.000+08:00

i want to meet u today.
i want to meet u tmr!
i want to meet u every day!
i am so missing u!
i am missing u every seconds
i am missing u every minute.
even every hour, every day, OF MY LIFE!!
HOW?

For Now, Let the pictures do the talking...
See How happy my life is, being with YOU!

Ok, BabyDoLL signing Out!
MUCH LOVE!

i am us

2007-01-09T00:34:00.000+08:00

*i'm the girl who will put her head on
your shoulder,
not
because i'm sleepy, but because i want
to be
closer to
you...

*i'm the girl who likes to be kissed
in the rain,
more than
inside your bedroom or in an expensive
resturant...

*i'm the girl who says,"ok, but you
owe me..."
jokingly not
because i actually want something, but
because it
means i
get to spend more time with you...

*i'm the girl you can take absolutely
anywhere and
i will
have fun because it means i am
spending time
with you...

*i'm the girl who is incredibly picky,
but when i find
someone
i like i want to spend the whole night
curled up in
their
arms...

*i'm the girl who never forgets all
the sweet little
things you
do for me...

*i'm the girl who once i let you into
my heart,
there's always
a place there with your name on it. &
even if we
spend time
apart, i'm the girl who never forgets
you..

*i'm the girl who loves to end a hug
with a kiss..

*i'm the girl who you can talk to you
about
anything..

*i'm the girl who laughs at your
jokes...

*i'm the girl who will brag about you
to all of my
friends...

*i'm the girl who will listen to you
talk...

*i'm the girl who loves it when you
hug me for no
apparent
reason...

*i'm the girl who loves it when you
hug me from
behind or
kiss me on the neck..

*i'm the girl who loves it when you
introduce me to
your
friends as your GIRLFRIEND..

*i'm the girl who loves the feeling
when you take
me by the
hand without saying a word...

*i'm the girl who loves you for you,
and doesn't
care what
other people say about us...

I truly Love you, Muhaimin.
I Really Do.

FUCK YOU!

2007-01-08T15:44:00.000+08:00

So much for being a fren. FRIENDS!
stop putting up a face infront of me, BITCH!
i promise you, things will never be the same again.

f-uc-k U

2007-01-05T20:06:00.000+08:00

I'm just this fucked up girl, living in this fucked up world.
does anybody seems to care?
Hell no!
not even... YOU!

Nemo

2006-12-29T21:44:00.000+08:00

Nemo My Name, Forever More.

Bukan Diriku

2006-12-26T20:01:00.000+08:00

Tell Me, What Should I Do?

SHAYNE WARD

2006-12-21T22:34:00.000+08:00

i love.

oh well

2006-12-13T10:09:00.000+08:00

It was a really good catch up with an old buddy of mine.
Endang, i misses u. Thx for the company last nite.
Great chilly weather, Thick Hot chocolate, lots n lots of Puffs, and not forgetting the crowd.
We shall do it again some other time. Perhaps this weekend.
Bitching will continue then.

Results wasnt that good, eventually, i managed to proceed to the 2nd semester.
So, it's the same old lame-shit revolution for me, HahAHha!
then, Welcome 2007!
and another yr older.
another yr to look forward to our anniversary.
Love, still.

i'll be away. dont bother to look for me.

i'll be back when it's time for sch.

miss me. Not!

stopidfools!

2006-12-11T23:55:00.000+08:00

i just dont understand, why this kiddos have to make a polis report just becoz there's lotsa hateTag in their blog. oh come on, it's just a virtual world!
GROW UP KIDS!

enjoy

2006-12-10T16:45:00.000+08:00

sickof

2006-12-08T14:41:00.000+08:00

i'm bored of eating sick food already!
i want my waffle ice-cream lah darlink!!!!!
i want to eat chicken!!
when the hell is the swollen gums gonna go away?
and the best part is, i've spent 72buckarooooooooooos to the doc yesterday!
fUCK! fuck! fuCK!!!!!!!!!!

greatfun

2006-12-07T21:29:00.000+08:00

The Beloved Bf's ride is DOPE! DOpe! DOPE!
i bought a small mirror for myself at jb.

today, it's our 1st visit to ikea Tamp. it's huge. ok lah, not.
free parking, so it was good.
kindda tiring. but fun.

free sitting for Daniel.

Min's gonna throw the baby!! My 2 babies!

Baby in the trolley!

So Long and good Bye.

ohgod!

2006-12-04T00:25:00.001+08:00

The Big Boyz Toyz was awesome! i love the bf moreeeeee!
thx for the knowledge u shared with me abt cars and it's parts and such.
i'm happy coz i just bought a 1gb sd card for my lil' cutie mp3 player.
bf thought of getting the new ipod shuffle! it's small, cute n affordable!
maybe, i'm gonna get it toooooo~ if i have that extra cash! *HHhMMmp~!*
hp, notebook, materials for sch, bags, shoes, new clothing, undergarments, oh, so many thing's in mind to get, but budget my very low. HOW?
*Pulls Hair*

No holidays for me this yr. how sad. it's unless my dad strikes 4d! a five digit? or more perhaps?
Ho!Ho!Ho!

My current new Love, Baby Daniel.

The Baby always get bored easily, he always wants some1 to play n talk to him.

When no one's plays with him, he'll squeeekkkkkk and cries for a short moment, and will change his mood within split seconds. how adorable!

Wondering Who's Baby is this? Go find out urself~

Oh. i'm having this oh-so-painful-i-feel-i-could-die swollen gums!
all thanks to my wisdom tooth!
I cant Swollow my saliva, what more drink water?
i'm gonna die of dehydration!!

ohgod!

2006-12-04T00:25:00.000+08:00

nvrever

2006-12-01T23:27:00.000+08:00

i never took a plane b4 in my 2 decades of life. never, ever.

i'm petrified.

when i was younger, whenever i sees an aeroplane passes by, i'll get myself excited, and climb up to the windows grills, and waved at the aeroplane, and shouted,
"Bye Aeroplane Mim~! bye Aeroplane MIM!"
it's like as thou, that plane is mine.
Not! ^_~

(5outlets x $10) + $25 = $75

oh, i'm 75buckaroossssss richer today. well, not yet. not until the next payday!

hur! hur!

Randomies

2006-11-27T11:48:00.000+08:00

Random Pictures

Malmsteen

POst-Raya Pics (more pics is still with the bf!)

Artworks

VivoCity With Sis, more pics will be posted up later..

SexyNames

2006-11-25T22:01:00.000+08:00

lovefool

2006-11-24T11:51:00.000+08:00

my life is full of shitz! but i'm loving it.
coz, mimin is always there for me.
he's the one who give me comfort, the one who irritates me, the one who mimic me, the one who shower me with love, the one who give me the warmest hug, the one who makes me cry over small nothings, the one who taught me to be aggresive, he's the most patient person who can tolerates my stupidity, ngade2-ness, perangai mcm budak2, while me, i'm the one who always asked stupid questions when it comes to the car parts, i'm the one who always irritates him but i will get it back from him, i'm the one who always watched him when he's driving, i'm the one who endlessly giving him lil' pecks on the checks, nose, mouth, everywhere! i'm the one who always merajok tak tentu pasal, air mata meleleh mcm budak kecik, i'm the one who always tunjuk perangai, i'm the one who shouts at him when he drives too fast, cornered way too senget, parked too closely to the other cars, and lots more!
nontheless, i love my mimin. a whole loads!

p/s: if u thinks that my blog is boring, coz all i talked abt is me n my bf, just buzz off, BITCH!

Happy 1st

2006-11-19T23:53:00.000+08:00

Happy 1st yr Dear Mimin.
i love u loads.
thank you.
For all the comforting words, endless love, blissful days and nights, warmest hug, breathless sweet melting kisses, chilly rides, fun-loving mum, great laughter, everything-that-i-need-is-all-in-you.

" You're the best, And the Best is YOU" - Mimin

I'm blessed. i have the most greatest Bf anyone could ever dream off.
LoL~
i'm showered with Love, Fun, and laughter all day long.
why should i complaint? Right?

I LOve You LAh BALLs!

dope ride

2006-11-19T00:46:00.000+08:00

The Bf's New Ride is DOPE!

i'm good

2006-11-16T23:21:00.000+08:00

My Holidays doesnt seems like holidays at all.
that's becoz i'm occupied with work. Thanks to Razali, That "Hur!HUr!HUr!" lecturer, that i'm his freelance Designer!
lots n lotsa work!
i'm cool.
and i'm happy, coz the money is coming in...
more work = more money.
which at the end of the day, me n the love ones could indulge ourselves with errrmm.. i donno what. we'll planned something for our special occasion k darlz.
much love!
my 1st yr anni with min is coming.
it'll be my virgin ride! on his very new Wife! *WinKs*

i just cant wait DarLz!~

A lovely Bf, Great working peeps, a fun Job After-all, Extra Monay for doing just a simple stupid thing, chilly rides,and a new ride coming right up!
What could i ask for more?
My life is Complete!

ilovelove

2006-11-14T23:52:00.000+08:00

Counting Down the days....

i Love U Still.

Always.

<3

akutakpaham

2006-11-13T01:03:00.000+08:00

aku tak paham ah... apasal lah masih ader org yang sebodoh kau...
kalau dah bengap, bengap habis!
blah SUAR!!!

malas

2006-11-12T00:56:00.000+08:00

aku sungguh malas untuk berblogging!
sebab2 nyer... korg tak payah tau lah ehhhhhhh!
hahAHaha...
check out singtel stores, the showcases are decorated by my peeps!
well, enjoy yo!

aftermath

2006-11-10T00:50:00.000+08:00

so, i'm done with my semestral assessments.
what a relief!
and, i should get a reward d0nt i?
wahaAHahAha!
and guessed whot?

i met the sexy ass, balding hair, hairy-chest, Bodek-tersempal in black tight leather pants and pointed-sharp cowboy boots, Yngwie J. Malmsteen!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

wAHAHAHAhahAHhaa!!

i had my fun. and met lotsa old buddies.
thx for the arm-rest, great laughter, wonderful company, win.
thx for the tix, is.
thx for the warm and comforting hug, sid.
thx for the awesome music ppl!!

err, pic will be uploaded, errr, when i'm free ok?

toodless~

who should be blamed?

2006-11-09T01:15:00.000+08:00

who should be blamed?
me? you? you? or me?
am i the selfish one that wants you all by myself?
but i dont received the tlc that i desired.
or, is it you, the one who is selfish?
other stuffs are more important then me?
did i buy ur love with money? gifts? and such?
do u just want me for the reason of lust?
maybe, it's just me.

oh! fuckkkkkk!

fuck you

2006-11-06T01:29:00.000+08:00

i should feel guilty coz i had my fun today. well, sort off.
and, my work are left abandoned for almost the whole day.
i shall go back on track right now, yes, at this very moment!
today, was the 1st day i went out for raya outing.
with the beloved bf and his boys and gfs.
pictures will be up, errrmm, after assessment.

pffffffft!!

fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!

2006-11-04T00:06:00.000+08:00

so many thing to do, so little time.

fUCK!

i dislocated my shoulder while clearing up the studio.

FUCK U!!

the more i faced my organic plant painting, the more ammendments i made!

FUCK IT!!!!!!

What abt my reasearches? drawings sketches? and whatnots?

FUCK FUCKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!

our memories

2006-11-01T00:28:00.000+08:00

from now till the 6th, i'm only left with harmless paintings to complete with.
so, within less then a week, here's my working process like...

to complete the another 20% off still life (currently there's 26/27 pieces of still lifes paintings)

last touch-up for organic plant.

touch-up for abstract ~~fuck~~

complete all 5 series of portraiture

researches, drawing sketches for all 4 major projects, write-ups and whatnots.

soon after my assessments on the 7th, i have ample of time to spend with the love, my music and not forgetting, MySeLf!

2006-10-31T03:23:00.000+08:00

oh! oh! yes, my back could break anytime soon...
i'll compile the essay tmr.. err.. no, i mean, later... when i've woke up.

p/s: fuck immanuel kant!

bf, i love u. No, really!

my precious

2006-10-30T11:45:00.000+08:00

by realizing how precious u are to me, it kept me moving.
i missed everything of u.
darlink, i love u.

we do not need to be controlled.
we have our own road to decide.
our music, our life.

it doesnt matter if it's just another fling.

real love

2006-10-27T17:41:00.000+08:00

days were spent hybernating and crying to myself.
for fuck's sake, ima. be urself!
my body, head and heart are aching.
imagination runs wild. paranoia inside.
help me. save me from this misery...
the trouble i have inside...

oh fuck!!!

fuckshit

2006-10-27T09:00:00.000+08:00

this feelings i'm having here, it's driving me nuts.
i'm missing u so much. it just hurts inside.
i need some love.

fuck

2006-10-24T11:54:00.000+08:00

FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!

thesinsofthybeloved

2006-10-24T05:25:00.000+08:00

i oversees disappointment in u, in all of us.
i'm sorry.
excitement was born, but it'll turned out to be such a disheartening situation.
i'm sorry, for u.
be strong, and move on. we'll be better then everyone else.
believe me, we can.
hold my hand, we'll prove them wrong.
\m/

when was the last time me met?
when was the last time we had a good chat, either on the phone/msn?
when was the last time we watched a movie?
when was the last time we even dated each other?
when was the last time we went out for a proper dinner?
when was the last time we had coffee and endless conversations?
when was the last time we had a ride?
when was the last time we kissed?
when was the last time we held hands?
when was the last time you send me home?
when was the last time you gave me a warm hug?
when was the last time you showed me ur warm embrased?
it's true, i really miss u, min.

selamat hari raya.
mohon ampun dan maaf.

yang ikhlas,
imAz

takhensem

2006-10-21T10:17:00.000+08:00

oh! dah nak dekat hari raya, mata ku ada tembel!
sungguh tak hensem!
hMmmPz!

andthenagain

2006-10-18T12:24:00.001+08:00

and then again...
we decided to settle down with a light pinkish. *GriNs*
the Love in pink. sweet!
i love u more, each and every passing days...
thank you for everything.
the day after next, would be the 11th.
and with an additional month right after, it would be our 1st.

i'm just the same old me, caught up with project shits.
miss me not.

idontknow

2006-10-14T00:47:00.000+08:00

i just dont know whether this will work out well..
will it even works on me?
well, we'll just have to see...
but it turn out so wrong today.

no matter what, i love u, Mimin DArLink! <3

you dont understand me

2006-10-12T23:58:00.000+08:00

You just dont ~~fucking~~ understand me, MUM!
You're just the same too, DAD!

FUCKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!

so just let me cry, cry my heart out...
forgive all my sins...
cleanst myself..
but still, u just dont fucking understand me...