Tuesday, October 31, 2006

oh! oh! yes, my back could break anytime soon...
i'll compile the essay tmr.. err.. no, i mean, later... when i've woke up.

p/s: fuck immanuel kant!

bf, i love u. No, really!

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 3:23 AM

Monday, October 30, 2006

by realizing how precious u are to me, it kept me moving.
i missed everything of u.
darlink, i love u.

we do not need to be controlled.
we have our own road to decide.
our music, our life.

it doesnt matter if it's just another fling.

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 11:45 AM

Friday, October 27, 2006

days were spent hybernating and crying to myself.
for fuck's sake, ima. be urself!
my body, head and heart are aching.
imagination runs wild. paranoia inside.
help me. save me from this misery...
the trouble i have inside...

oh fuck!!!

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 5:41 PM

this feelings i'm having here, it's driving me nuts.
i'm missing u so much. it just hurts inside.
i need some love.

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 9:00 AM

Tuesday, October 24, 2006

FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 11:54 AM

i oversees disappointment in u, in all of us.
i'm sorry.
excitement was born, but it'll turned out to be such a disheartening situation.
i'm sorry, for u.
be strong, and move on. we'll be better then everyone else.
believe me, we can.
hold my hand, we'll prove them wrong.
\m/

when was the last time me met?
when was the last time we had a good chat, either on the phone/msn?
when was the last time we watched a movie?
when was the last time we even dated each other?
when was the last time we went out for a proper dinner?
when was the last time we had coffee and endless conversations?
when was the last time we had a ride?
when was the last time we kissed?
when was the last time we held hands?
when was the last time you send me home?
when was the last time you gave me a warm hug?
when was the last time you showed me ur warm embrased?
it's true, i really miss u, min.

selamat hari raya.
mohon ampun dan maaf.

yang ikhlas,
imAz

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 5:25 AM

Saturday, October 21, 2006

oh! dah nak dekat hari raya, mata ku ada tembel!
sungguh tak hensem!
hMmmPz!

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 10:17 AM

Wednesday, October 18, 2006

and then again...
we decided to settle down with a light pinkish. *GriNs*
the Love in pink. sweet!
i love u more, each and every passing days...
thank you for everything.
the day after next, would be the 11th.
and with an additional month right after, it would be our 1st.

i'm just the same old me, caught up with project shits.
miss me not.

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 12:24 PM

Saturday, October 14, 2006

i just dont know whether this will work out well..
will it even works on me?
well, we'll just have to see...
but it turn out so wrong today.

no matter what, i love u, Mimin DArLink! <3

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 12:47 AM

Thursday, October 12, 2006

You just dont fucking understand me, MUM!
You're just the same too, DAD!

FUCKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!

so just let me cry, cry my heart out...
forgive all my sins...
cleanst myself..
but still, u just dont fucking understand me...

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 11:58 PM

I'm frightened by what I see, But somehow I know That there's much more to come. Immobilized by my fear, And soon to be Blinded by tears. I can stop the pain If I will it all away....

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 10:59 AM

Wednesday, October 11, 2006

my parents would be out of town the day after 1st day of raya.
as i am sching, i wont be able to follow them to visit my grandparents in indonesia.
althou i missed them dearly, and the rest of the cousins,aunties and uncles too, but the time clashes with my sch. how i wished i could have a break...
but, time are running out!

oh! NoOOOoooooOOOOOOOooooooooooo~!

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 11:50 PM

Monday, October 09, 2006

My World.

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 10:40 PM

i'm sucha happy bitch today!
i did a lil' shopping spree~
not on clothings. not on accessories. not on footwear.
not on undergarments. not on make up. not even for house decos.
but! but! but!
for ma sch materials!!
hahAahAHah!

canvases are bought at affordable prices. yes, i'm definately happy with it. coz i dont have to bother to be surrounded by flying wood dust in the wood workshop!
so, i'm secured with what i need for the next 2 projects; 5 series of portraiture & 2 Abstract.
The Organic Plant painting are going on smoothly... the colors still looks transparent coz it's only the 2nd layers.. so, patient plays a big part here..
i bought new brushes. and palette knives.. and paints. and sketch books..
and and and!!!!! a new mouse pad!!
it's cute u know!
seeeee!!

cute nak mampoS!

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 4:38 PM

Saturday, October 07, 2006

is it a trend right now to wear baju kebaya nyonya for hari raya? then why are they sold almost everywhere at the bazaar?
is it a trend for young couples to be walking ard with lil' babies/kids. those mat rips and minah rips; minimal clothings. golden hair. piercings. tattoos covered all over their bodies, arms, legs, back, facials!! what's with a tear-dropped tattooed below the eye? fugly i tell u!! eRggghhh!
is it a trend for ppl to get married at such a tender age? ohh well..
is it a trend to eat bubur masjid during the fasting month? we have tons of them today.
is it a trend to dressed up emo? with the stripes going on... even my sis wants to owe a piece of it. baaaaaaaah!!
oh! emo songs are uncool. fuck emo!
long live metallllllll! yeahhhh! \m/

hah! i'm just talking crap....

ok, i'm done.

pffffffft!

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 12:13 AM

Wednesday, October 04, 2006

ok, let's move on to a diff genre!
i'm turning japanese~!



i really adores Sarah Jezebel Deva! but she doesnt sound good live!

Bf, i miss u larrrrrrrrr!!!
ERGHhhhhhhhhh~!!!!!!

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 9:39 PM

Superb!

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 1:32 AM

Tuesday, October 03, 2006

i used to be so comfortable working after midnite..
but how? i would rather sleep my fat arse out till the morning rise~
so, the end results, my beautiful paintings are left untouched.
such a pity... tsskk! tskk!

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 1:21 AM

Monday, October 02, 2006

"wake me up~~ when september ends~~~"

oh well, it's already october!
and i'm left with abt another month for sch till the end of the 1st semester!
*faints*

i feel sad.
for you.
for me.
for him.
for her.
for them.
for us.

"Nemo my name~~ forever more~~"

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 1:58 AM