Sunday, April 29, 2007

i just dont know how i'm supposed to go on for the next 2 yrs.
that's if only i'm able to get thru this last semester.
2 blardy yrs have passed. and 2 more blardy years to endure!
ARgghHh! i'm so stressed like FUCK!

ma final assessments will be this coming monday.
and i have to display ma art works tmr!!
and this is all i have...

the only resolved work.

"one: hundred"


"Narrative"



"CityScape"

the more i look at it, the more i hate it!
i dont have a sense of proportions!
everything's seems not right!
everything is sooooooooooo fugly!!
i hate it!!
i hate what i do!
i hateeeeeee hate hate hate hate maself!!!

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 1:33 AM

Tuesday, April 24, 2007

i'm in the midst of finishing up ma paintings. but still a long way to go...
it's such a drag for me.
tmr's gonna be the 1st day of assessments for the fellow paintings. so just wishing all the best for those peeps whose work gonna be judged tmr!
6 more days to go for me~`

this is the artist at work...


and her founf objects. is it cool of what? hahahha!





i'll promised to put up the pics of my paintings when everything is resolved ok?

meanwhile, here's a shout out for a gf of mine.
HappY 21st BDAY NORASHIDAH!!!!!!!!
a portrait drawing for her as a present from her pri sch 'gang'


best kan dah 21... i so cant wait for ma turn!
heh! :P

i think i should start to prepare for my wishlist!
aahahah..
so, for those ppl who doesnt know what to get for my bday, just read on ok?

1. DMC-FZ50K
Lumix® 10.1 Megapixel Digital Camera with 12x Optical Zoom,
MEGA Optical Image Stabilization and Manual Focus & Zoom Rings, Black

(Sexy kan bende-alah nie!! *Faintz*)

2. Sony Ericsson K810i


or perhaps W580i


or E65 also can hor


3. a new purse


4. a laptop carrier


5. New Art Materials


6. Laptop Cooling Fan

7. errmmm... i cant think of anything else right now... i will add on the list.. ermm.. another time...

that's all for now. toodles!

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 1:11 AM

Thursday, April 19, 2007

the time is here again.. assessments!
while every1 is working and rushing their arsess off in sch, i'm here at home, taking my own sweet time to complete my work.
hah! what a good life.
i decided to whitewashed off my 'one:hundred' painting coz i know, i'm such a ripped off artist.
have some own creativity lah ima..! pffffttt!
oh well, i know i'm gonna work things out, some how or rather...
yeah, another week to go... and have yet to start my 'cityscape' on the most expensive canvas i ever bought. 40buckarooooss! fuck!
cheers!

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 3:11 PM

Tuesday, April 10, 2007

the beloved bf really cracks me up ermm.. 2 nights ago...
i was in the midst of doing my big artist citation drawing, when he called...

Bf: My gf ngah buat aper?
Gf: Buat my drawing lah... Baby Ponat..
Bf: Kesian my Gf... Draw Aper?
Gf: Drawing my face... susah sey nak draw my nose.. i like to draw ur nose.. senang.. mine susah..
Bf: then draw ur face pakai my nose lah..
Gf: HAhHAHAh!
Bf: Bila lecturer u tanyer, kenapa nose lain? cakap jer.. tu muka anak kiter nanti cam gitu....
Gf: MUAHAHHAHAHaha!!

SUngguh Perasan kan tu mamat!
nonetheless, i love u lah Mimin Darlink!

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 2:32 PM

Surabaya~~~ HERE WE COME~~~~~~
MUAHAHAHahHAHAha!

So Little Time, SO much To do.

FUCK FUCK FUCK!!

i'm Excited plus too stressed at the same time!
says who art students cant be stressed?
says who drawings and paintings are easy?
fuck!

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 2:13 AM

Monday, April 02, 2007

everything that happened, happens for a reason dont they?
my love, i dont feel you.
i dont feel being loved.
by you.
i'm full of miseries.
life, sucks!
big time.

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 3:55 PM