[ In Loving Memories ]

Tuesday, August 29, 2006

Bf ku, I LOVE YOU!

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 11:53 AM

Monday, August 28, 2006

hey! i'm sucha happy bitch!!
the weekends was well-spent!
definately with the bf! ahuh! and his frens..
happy belated to Tasha & Ronnie!

and i cant get over it, those great time i had with the bf.. till today!

Min, i nakkkkkkkkkk, ok?

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 9:01 PM

Saturday, August 26, 2006

i'm BORED! BORED!! BORED!!
oh, i'll make sure saturday must, should, have to be GOOD!

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 9:18 AM

Friday, August 25, 2006

JOAQUIN PHOENIX is hot hot HEAt!

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 6:54 PM

the eyes is as heavy as stone.
the body is not functioning that well.
lethargic, tired, exhausted.
a good sleep is what i need.
but the bed isn't call ma name.
the brain still wants to work.
but the eyes are shutting down.
the body became stiff.
and the ~~pepek itches~~ like ~~FUCK~~!!

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 12:51 AM

Thursday, August 24, 2006

i've learned something today.
well, after 20 yrs of my life, living with the parents is a pain in the butt, eyes, ears, nose,mouth, heart, body.
Mum cant eat if there's no vegetables or super crispy fried fish.
while for dad, he MUST Have a Fish Dish; Fresh & Sweet & Juicy Fish.
mum can go with clear soup. while dad must have Asam pedas fish.
sometimes, curry fish or fish head soup.
chicken everyday for me and sista.
while grandma, she eats whatever's left.

Dad always wants night supper.
he'll go..."mim, abah lapar ah... belikan mee Kuah... kuah lebih, tak mo pedas!"
and then, sis will go..."mintak mama duit lah! nana pun nak beli BENDE!"
and lastly, mum will go...."kan dah mlm? tak tau nak tido eh? asik nak makan je!"

and there's another incident...

Dad sitting in the living room...
Dad: "mim, beli kan abah prata chinatown."
Me: "HUH? PRATA CHINATOWN? maner ader chinatown jual prata mlm2 buta ni?"
Dad: "ye lah! prata chinatown.. yang 5 pieces tu..."
Me: "Apasal kene gi chinatown? jln kayu dekat per! pat joe's corner pun ader!"
Dad: "Abah lapar lah...nak makan prata chinatown..."

then i went to the kitchen and asked mum...
Me: "prata chinatown? tak kuasa lah mim nak gi chinatown ma..."
Mum: "prata instant yang jual pat kedai mini-mart pat bawah tu lah........."
ME: DUH!!!!!

sungguh belo lah sayer.

that's my family and the Food Issues.

or, should i make hot choco for myself instead?

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 10:24 PM

Wednesday, August 23, 2006

i think Raffi Ahmad is Cute.
Ahmad Dhani is Cute.
Irfan Hakeem is cute!
and surely there's more in my list!!
indonesian actors are damn good looking!!
*DrOoLs*

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 6:35 PM

paintings, it aint the same compared when using the photoshop/freehand/illustrator.
anything but the computer programmes.
paintings needs ur mental abilities to work and ur hands to move freely.
it needs ur creativity to control everything.
it isnt like photoshop, where if there's any mistakes, u can just simply click un-do or ctrl+z.
it isnt abt the cropping u did in photoshop.
cropping in painting is just simply painting a part of the object u see.
the most difficult part for me is the mixing of colors.
i get frustrated when the color isnt right. when the color i want, mixing and mixing and still mixing the paints, end results, i just couldnt get them!
*GrRrrr!*
yes, once again, painting isnt like using photoshop where there's the color pallete, u just choose and click on the colors u want to apply on!
it's as easy as that!

yessa!
the bf is taking me to chompy chomp chomp tonite!
love ya darlz! <3

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 11:40 AM

Tuesday, August 22, 2006

bf ku, i comferm going for SLAYER!!!!

\m/ Yeah! \m/

i wanna meet KERRY KING!!!!!!

\m/ Yeah! \m/

and TOM ARAYA!!!!!!!!

\m/ Yeah! \m/

not forgetting JEFF HANNEMAN and DAVE LOMBARDO!!!!!!!!

YEAH!!!!!!! \m/

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 10:44 PM

Monday, August 21, 2006

all the best for tmr's crits, imaz.

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 8:57 PM

Sunday, August 20, 2006

i just felt like jumping course.
how abt Audio Engineering? sounds fun ey?
i've told the father that maybe after my diploma in fine arts painting, i wanna jump course and take BA Degree in Audio Engineering.
he's fine with it. :D
4x3k=12k
it's 2k cheaper!
*Shrugs*

or, am i willing to sacrificed myself to the govn?
NIE? here i come.........?

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 9:00 PM

Myspace Glitter Graphics, MySpace Graphics, Glitter Graphics

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 12:04 AM

Saturday, August 19, 2006

i just dont know Whether this is boredom or frustration.
i began to get very rowdy. shouting on top of my lungs. rudeness overcontrolled me.
what had just happened to me?
yes, i am a loud person. but as sorry as i am, i dint asked to be like that.
paranoia. i think sex is better then suicide.
unpredictable me.
am i, Losing my Mind ?
Have i become hypochondriac?
i would love to hysterically prove that i'm still alive and kicking.
not this feelings. dark, doomed, forlorn, dead.
do u want to be the next lummox lunatic?
lunacy strikes ahead! ~~FuCK!~~
i have/i need to endure this madness.
and no, i dont wished to be a maiden.

i want to be the next Manik Purwakrishna. La Luna.
retro pop music. something different.
a lil' bit jazzier and singing cute love songs to a sadder place,
exploring themes of long-distance longing and bittersweet breakups.

Uncertainty and Anxiety.

oh shit, i'm talking crap.

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 6:47 PM

i need a break man!
away from the turpentine!!
it's driving me nutss!!
missing the bf driving me nutss!!
i think i'm going crazy!

as much as i wanna go out, chill out n have fun...
i have to finished up ma blardy paintings coz ma art critic is next tues!!
yeah, so much for being the 1st person in class! thx ah eh!
well, shit! i donno.
drawing submission is on monday! i have yet started on the a1 paper!

SOS! can some1 rescue me?

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 10:52 AM

Friday, August 18, 2006

my life, now, it's in a topsy-turvy condition.
nothing seems to be going on well. not at this very moment.
maybe, it's becoz i'm just, thinking way too much.
thinking of all those nonsensical nothings.
all i want, is to be perfect.
perfect in everything i do. perfect in everyway i am.
i wanna be that perfect daughter. perfect girlfriend. perfect friend. perfect student. a perfect soul.

nothing seems right.

i miss u bf.

"Life has to go on..." - M. Amin

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 8:32 PM

Thursday, August 17, 2006

i'm so angry at myself!! fucking angry!!
it's a fuck-up day!!
so pathethic!!!!!!!!!!!
1stly, my drawings sucks! yes, to the core!!
2ndly, the research was way tooooo brief!
3rdly, i have to re-do my final drawings.
and the fucking 4th thing which happened to me, was......
I TOOK THE FUCKING WRONG BUS HOME!!!!!!!!!!!
)(<:_@!)*&#&amp;^#%#$$#$$$$$"_@!)*&#&^
#%#$$#$$$$$!@(*&!@)*&@!)(*!!!!!!!!!
then, i had to walk ard to find the nearest bus-stop!
and, i left my catridge paper at Mac's toilet~!!!!!!!!
and and and i was so angry at myself!!!
DAMN!!!
lastly, i scratched my arms when opening the stupid letter-box!

~~A BIG FUCK TO U!/~~

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 8:12 PM

Wednesday, August 16, 2006

Mr J : "IT'S Fucking NICE!! THis is GOOD!! You CAn Teach a class already!! Yeah,U SHOULD!"

thx lah eh jeremy for "puji-memuji" your student! lol!

Kembang sekejap baby :)

The still-life set-up.

The unfinished painting of mine.

Yes, i'm at the very 1st stage of finding my very own identity.
i'm a nobody. yet. but, will i?
The developments i've made, is nothing less then 35%.
there's still MORE room of improvements.
i should, give myself those rooms. improving my painting skills.
experimenting with diff techniques.
the art of kama Sutra wont work, in the art sch.
but with the knowledge of kamasutra, violence, pervision, sexual harrasment, and such, they wont exist!
sex, is a form of art. with lots of science involved in love-making.
it's not just about limited to erotic pleasure. it encompasses all sensory pleasures.
thus, aromatic food, soft silken clothes, sensuous perfumes, music and paintings all come within the Kama sphere. It is also the feeling of emotional attachment and a devine union.

So, here i am, to encouraged all the Bloggers to learn the ART of KAMA SUTRA.

ok go!

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 8:00 PM

Tuesday, August 15, 2006

Dah siap nak pergi jln2 nie...

Bf sungguh HAPPY!

Si ana sebok!

Ana Mentel!!

Bf's Mum and BabyAna.

Bf ku kegembiraan!

Makcik-kecik berbaju kurung

Naik Kuda!

BabyTaz licking ma Boobs!

Car-wash Time!!

bf ku <3

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Choc-dipped Strawberry

The cupcake :D

Purple Flower

another stupid cherry.

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 12:28 PM

Monday, August 14, 2006

Bf said, this is "OUR" song. sweet!

does wrinkles starts developing from 20 onwards?

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 12:41 PM

Sunday, August 13, 2006

the motherly love, a lil' advised given;
not to have sex, during ur menstruation. must be wondering y?
yes, the 1st reasons is becoz, it's a sin, in islamic laws.
the 2nd reasons, it will be a bloody-sexual-intercourse session.
and the 3rd reasons, is/are, if with god's wills, u were to get pregnent after having sex during ur menses, ur baby,
if it's a girl, will turn to be a lesbian, and if ur baby is a boy, he, will turn to be a gay!
*Shrugs*
it's true! it's true! i heard it too!! on the radio! an ustaz said that!!
well, it's a pity for those parents, who have gays/lesbo child. that's what's mum said!
no! mum said, it's more to the guy who is not-manly enuff!
u know, those "lembut" kind. mum dont fancy those kind. well, me neither.
no offence lah kan.
tapi kesian kan mak-bapak dorg, susah payah mak mengandung, membesarkan anak2 dorg, abih when they grow up, this is what happened?
they'll be disappointed, disheartened, sad, worried, and more add ons to their feelings.
so, pray to god, that the child u'll gonna get in future, shall be the perfect lovable babyboy/girl.
amin, ya'rabal'alamin....

p/s, i wanna paint a cupcake!!
choc cupcake with whipped cream on top, plus a red cherry!!
sounds delicious eyyy~?
*giggles*

sisteen-and-a-half-out-of-thirty.
Cool?

oh! i need a new Digicam! damn badly!! nak tau kenapa tak? coz... when i took pictures, the purple-painted flower turned blue-ish! and white-zinc backgrd turned yellow-ish!!
tooooopidddd kamera!!

I Love u, Mama <3

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 9:22 PM

Title: Red Tomatoes
Medium: Oil On Canvas Pad
Size: A4
Artist: Amimah Amin

Sorry ah. this pic was taken using flash! ~~fook!~~

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 5:15 PM

Title: Red Apples
Medium: Oil on Canvas Pad
Size: A4
Artist: Amimah Amin

*Grins*

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 3:33 PM

Love,
BabyDoLL <3

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 11:55 AM

Saturday, August 12, 2006

i'm just doing a lil' promotion for my parents. on their great & delicious foods. http://www.foodlane.sg/pages/Public/VendorDetails.aspx?vid=1451
just click on the link above ok?

i wanna get maself a 1gb Sd card! or any1 wanna sell 'em to me?
and i badly need a new phone! i've been eyeing on this pink LG phone. the one with mp3 & camera! i dint catch the model of the phone! daMnation!!

bf, i miss u!!!!!!
*GRRRRRRRRrrr!!!!!!!!*
)(&!@!^^@!!@)(#!!
i miss my min!!!!!! so much, it's driving me NUTs!

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 9:26 PM

Friday, August 11, 2006

was supposed to celebrate alicia's & Ruth's bday at our pathetic studio today. but the thing is, ruth was still in her deep beautiful sleep. the plan was to gather every1 at 12, but ppl was either rushing home, or to do their sch stuffs! hMmP!

here's some pics...
The Bday Cake.

Me & Alicia

Grp Pic No.1

Grp Pic No.2

i wanna do some research for my paintings...
a study on cherries, perhaps, perhaps, perhaps..
toodles!

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 7:47 PM

weEeeeeee~ my bf passed his TP!
nanti kiter gi beli kereta k darlz?
*MUACKX*

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 10:53 AM

Thursday, August 10, 2006

oh. god. pls. give. me. some. inspiration. to. paint.

Title: The ~~Fooking~~ Cherries
Medium: Oil on Canvas Pad
Size: A4

painted by me lah ~~fuck~~!

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 11:03 PM

i wanna learn driving. better still, drifting! woOohOoooOo~
*Grins*

i had my dosage of ben&jerry's.vanilla' choc chip cookie dough is love. <3

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 5:12 PM

Wednesday, August 09, 2006

i just wished to have a close gf. real close.

Dear bf, i miss u already.

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 9:12 PM

Happy 41st National Day lah buggers!

Congratz to Wiwit, for her engangement today. ;)
went down to her place earlier with beloved bf and Nurul. thx for the ride girl!

The Princess with the Bidadari(s)

The Dulang2 Hantarans

The Princess of the Day (sempat kan berposing, mentel ehh~)

the picture of us.

Wiwit & Me

Nurul & Me

ok, that's all for today...

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LOVE....
These are the Top Ten signs that show you are in Love!

10. Time is an eternity when you're without them

9. Time stops when you're with them

8. The thought of them makes you shiver

7. The sound of them makes you smile

6. When seeing them, you can't see anything else

5. You start to listen to sappy love songs

4. You actually enjoy sappy love songs

3. The smell of them makes you see fireworks

2. You find yourself smiling constantly

1. You'd do anything, even die, for them

LOVE IS FOREVER

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 7:53 PM