[ In Loving Memories ]

Sunday, September 23, 2007

is it hard to satisfy the parents. makes them happy and full-filled their dreams?
for god's sakes, we have our own dreams to achieve.
ouh yes, i'm already 21, but still in sch.
i'm nothing but the biggest burden my parents couldn't handle.
i'll be in sch till i'm 22, and 23, perhaps 24.
uRRggghHhh~! hopefully my dreams could come thru~~`
or else, i'll volunteer to be a full-time housewife? CAN i?
pfffffffftt!

while i was in geylang last nite, dad called and asked to buy him 'mini-murtabak'.
but i bought salmon yakitori instead.

Can u tell between a murtabak n YAkitori Ms IMA???

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 12:18 AM

Monday, September 17, 2007

I was rushed to the Changi General Hospital on sun afternoon, which was yesterday, coz of ma bad Diarrhoea & continueous vomiting since sat morning.
it was so bad i tell u that i cried.
the feeling was like, someone's sqeezing ma stomach, and the impact of it, makes me cry like a baby.
till now, the diarrhoea has not improve.
every now n then, when i burp, or ppl say kluarkan angin, from ma mouth, it taste like a rotten egg! it's that bad OK!!
even with the tali kasut a.k.a tangkal petua org2 dulu, it's not working!
agaknyer, kene buat org tak?
*Evil Grins*

oh no, my stomach feels like erupting again!
gtg!

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 2:27 PM

Thursday, September 13, 2007

I shoot to please myself.
I react to light spots.
It's the instinct that tells me it is the right picture.
There was a window above.
But it would have disrupted the simplicity.
Every visual person has limited subject matter.
We tend to go back to the same thing.
There is a great difference between looking to be original and looking inside.
It is always different or rather, something new.

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 10:53 PM

Wednesday, September 12, 2007

A massive 7.9-magnitude earthquake struck off the west coast of Indonesia's Sumatra island, That's a warning for another tsunami.
how Scary things could be, when we're in the midst of enjoying our dinner, and a sudden tremor hit us.
i felt the floor shaking, my dad's fish-tank dancing.
My Living room was left in a messed with all my artworks.
Snatching ma lappy and camera and purse, i ran out of the house!
Dearest Mummy took her precious red-plastic bag full of mooooooolahs! and not forgetting our passports! wth whould she need our passports for? ahahaha!
granny n dad have the time to get changed and left the house the last, as dearest sista have left running for the lift!
in a time of emergency like this, i think, my family will be the 1st to die, becoz we took our own sweet time to get out of the house! everyone else, our neighbours had left their place empty handed.

let's all pray that everything's gonna be alright. the ppl in indonesia will be safe.
why in the world, disasters comes during the holy months.
the fasting month will starts tmr.
tsunami happened during fasting month too couple of yrs ago in bandar aceh.

ya'allah, tolong lah selamatkan kami dari musibah dan segala bencana alam, ya'allah!
kami mohon ke atasmu ya'allah~
*amin*

Happy Fasting to my Fellow Muslimah~

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 11:28 PM

Monday, September 10, 2007

another sad news came to hit me badly.
it felt like i'm being squashed by some gigantic machine.
yet, another family member had left us. left us for gd.
it was midnite, when we had a call from an aunt, spreading the news.
we're seemed uncertained. clueless. blanked-in-the-head and stunned.
Dearest daddy thought was a joke, so does his sister who's overseas.
Dad had to recorfirmed again. not once, but twice.
then He broked down.
Having to have lost another brother, the eldest in the family.
things happened so fast, without expectations.
the body was brought back safely from KL to SG.
alhamdullilah, everything went smoothly.
may u rest in peace Dearest Pak Long.
We'll Miss You.

Deepest condolence from the whole family.
*Amin*

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 11:03 PM

Friday, September 07, 2007

"i would still cherish every moment
And when i start to build my future ~~she's~~ he's the main component
Call it dumb call it luck call it love or whatever you call it but
Everywhere i go i keep ~~her~~ his picture in my wallet like you"
- Cupid's Chokehold -

What and where am i heading to? Confusion strucks. Mind's Blank. Endless road ahead.

Let's Persue My Dreams, my Passion, My Love towards Art. and not forgetting, Kids.

Dearest Daddy is waiting for the weekend. Make that, AFTER the weekends.

I badly want my new baby.

Pls pls pls, i NEED it So So SO BADLY.

Or, Maybe, u ppl, can contribute to Imaz's Fund.

Poor Artist On the LOOSE!

Pls Help to Donate.

my current addiction;

it's a super stupid story-line. but nonetheless, i simply love the parents-child connections. and the lyrics, have deep meanings to the thing called, love.

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 11:09 PM