[ In Loving Memories ]

Monday, December 24, 2007

i've gone thru the 1st semester with lotsa hiccups.
and the results are bad.
but thank god i managed to pass with boderline marks!
hah!
so another semester to go to get ma marthafarking-dip cert!
this time, it's gonna be lotsa Dolls. Bring back ya childhood memories ya'll!!

oh i can smell egg toast from my room. i think my granny is making them.
yum yum!
holidays dont feel like holidays coz i have been staying at home doing nothing.
yes, nothing at all...

i miss my bf so effing much.
i am so happy, coz bf chopped-off his long silky reborneded hair!
hAhahah! but i have yet to meet him. :(
bf's always bz working.
i think he's working to get money and save money and then we can get married and then live happily ever after!
wOOohOOooooooooOoo!

i need a new bag. a big bag so i could stuff all my things and bring to sch.
i need a new digi-cam. coz i want that hot-pink fujifilm cam.
i need a new hp. coz i think there's lotsa new models out there, sony ericson 5mp perhaps.
i need a new shoe. coz i need comfy shoes for jln2 and also to sch and to teach.
i need an external hard-disk. coz i need to store all my pictures.
i need a new watch. coz i need to keep track of the time.
i need a new hair-do. coz i think i look boring.
i need new make-up, esp mascara and eyeliners.
i need new undies. i love boxer-shorts, but all of mine are torned.
i want a new psp. nothing wrong with my current psp, but the other day i saw this hot-red psp. and i think it's cool if i were to have that! wooOOT!
I WANT to go Bangkok. coz every1's been there, and i need a holiday. so beloved bf promised to take me there...... wEeeeeeeEEee~`
i want a new laptop. coz my current 1 is so heavy. but it's still in good condition thou.
i want a new specs. Dior frame or levis or Guess.
i want canon 21MP EOS-1Ds Mark III. coz that's the lastest slr. woHoOooo!
i want to start working and earn lotsa monay after my dip. but mum wont allow me to coz she wants me to continue my studies and get ma B.A. Degree.

see the diff btw those things i need? and those things that i want?
hah!

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 11:54 AM

Saturday, October 20, 2007

i'm 1 step closer to achieve my dreams.

so little time, so much to do.
assessments are just in less then 5 weeks time.
which we'll be having a 1 month break right after, and spare another 14weeks of 2nd semester, and then i'm done with my dip! insya'allah.
with an ideal job in mind, i hope i'll go thru cedar pri with a breeze.
then when the cash flow is in, enjoy lah aper lagi kan?
*Evil Laughter*

Jgn Lupa celebrate ok bf, lagi sebulannnnnnnn!!

Till' We Hit 2!!! Daisypath Ticker

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 9:00 PM

Sunday, September 23, 2007

is it hard to satisfy the parents. makes them happy and full-filled their dreams?
for god's sakes, we have our own dreams to achieve.
ouh yes, i'm already 21, but still in sch.
i'm nothing but the biggest burden my parents couldn't handle.
i'll be in sch till i'm 22, and 23, perhaps 24.
uRRggghHhh~! hopefully my dreams could come thru~~`
or else, i'll volunteer to be a full-time housewife? CAN i?
pfffffffftt!

while i was in geylang last nite, dad called and asked to buy him 'mini-murtabak'.
but i bought salmon yakitori instead.

Can u tell between a murtabak n YAkitori Ms IMA???

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 12:18 AM

Monday, September 17, 2007

I was rushed to the Changi General Hospital on sun afternoon, which was yesterday, coz of ma bad Diarrhoea & continueous vomiting since sat morning.
it was so bad i tell u that i cried.
the feeling was like, someone's sqeezing ma stomach, and the impact of it, makes me cry like a baby.
till now, the diarrhoea has not improve.
every now n then, when i burp, or ppl say kluarkan angin, from ma mouth, it taste like a rotten egg! it's that bad OK!!
even with the tali kasut a.k.a tangkal petua org2 dulu, it's not working!
agaknyer, kene buat org tak?
*Evil Grins*

oh no, my stomach feels like erupting again!
gtg!

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 2:27 PM

Thursday, September 13, 2007

I shoot to please myself.
I react to light spots.
It's the instinct that tells me it is the right picture.
There was a window above.
But it would have disrupted the simplicity.
Every visual person has limited subject matter.
We tend to go back to the same thing.
There is a great difference between looking to be original and looking inside.
It is always different or rather, something new.

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 10:53 PM

Wednesday, September 12, 2007

A massive 7.9-magnitude earthquake struck off the west coast of Indonesia's Sumatra island, That's a warning for another tsunami.
how Scary things could be, when we're in the midst of enjoying our dinner, and a sudden tremor hit us.
i felt the floor shaking, my dad's fish-tank dancing.
My Living room was left in a messed with all my artworks.
Snatching ma lappy and camera and purse, i ran out of the house!
Dearest Mummy took her precious red-plastic bag full of mooooooolahs! and not forgetting our passports! wth whould she need our passports for? ahahaha!
granny n dad have the time to get changed and left the house the last, as dearest sista have left running for the lift!
in a time of emergency like this, i think, my family will be the 1st to die, becoz we took our own sweet time to get out of the house! everyone else, our neighbours had left their place empty handed.

let's all pray that everything's gonna be alright. the ppl in indonesia will be safe.
why in the world, disasters comes during the holy months.
the fasting month will starts tmr.
tsunami happened during fasting month too couple of yrs ago in bandar aceh.

ya'allah, tolong lah selamatkan kami dari musibah dan segala bencana alam, ya'allah!
kami mohon ke atasmu ya'allah~
*amin*

Happy Fasting to my Fellow Muslimah~

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 11:28 PM

Monday, September 10, 2007

another sad news came to hit me badly.
it felt like i'm being squashed by some gigantic machine.
yet, another family member had left us. left us for gd.
it was midnite, when we had a call from an aunt, spreading the news.
we're seemed uncertained. clueless. blanked-in-the-head and stunned.
Dearest daddy thought was a joke, so does his sister who's overseas.
Dad had to recorfirmed again. not once, but twice.
then He broked down.
Having to have lost another brother, the eldest in the family.
things happened so fast, without expectations.
the body was brought back safely from KL to SG.
alhamdullilah, everything went smoothly.
may u rest in peace Dearest Pak Long.
We'll Miss You.

Deepest condolence from the whole family.
*Amin*

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 11:03 PM

Friday, September 07, 2007

"i would still cherish every moment
And when i start to build my future ~~she's~~ he's the main component
Call it dumb call it luck call it love or whatever you call it but
Everywhere i go i keep ~~her~~ his picture in my wallet like you"
- Cupid's Chokehold -

What and where am i heading to? Confusion strucks. Mind's Blank. Endless road ahead.

Let's Persue My Dreams, my Passion, My Love towards Art. and not forgetting, Kids.

Dearest Daddy is waiting for the weekend. Make that, AFTER the weekends.

I badly want my new baby.

Pls pls pls, i NEED it So So SO BADLY.

Or, Maybe, u ppl, can contribute to Imaz's Fund.

Poor Artist On the LOOSE!

Pls Help to Donate.

my current addiction;

it's a super stupid story-line. but nonetheless, i simply love the parents-child connections. and the lyrics, have deep meanings to the thing called, love.

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 11:09 PM

Friday, August 03, 2007

I should be one happy girl/lady.
Coz i've bOught maself the golden ticket to meet my Precious, Matt Shadows!
so See u on the 9th Aug DARLLinGGGGGGGGGGGGGGg!!!

i've been a real big Bummer!
the reasons are that i've not been reporting to work for a week. and i dont have the mood to go to work as of some particular reasons.

and sch's starting on the 13th!
meaning it's less then 12days!
OMFG!!!
*STARTS TO PANIC*

1 more yr to burn for paintings.
1 more yr of enduring sch shits.
1 more yr to earn a dip.
1 more yr of dragging maself silly. Thank God, i have my psp now to accompany me thruout my journey to sch.
Yay!

so, any outcome?
hell no.
any researches?
hell no!
so what's the become of me?
*Shakes Head*

i think i have to start compiling ma stuffs.
that's include drawings, paintings, printmakings, photograps and what nots.
i need them for ma portfolio. i really2 need them!
*Sigh*

By the Mean time,
Pls help us to Save Gaia/ Felicia Teo

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 12:23 AM

Sunday, July 22, 2007

Till' We Hit 2!!!
Daisypath Ticker

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 1:06 AM