Wednesday, May 31, 2006

1st things 1st, bf was supposed to send me to sch this early morn. but he overslept!
hmmmp!! i was utterly disappointed! sedey tau baby!!!
so, i took my own initiative to drag myself to Gan Eng Seng Pri! ni step confident lambat! abih dah naik bus, turun pat AMK, Abih naik cab! lain duit cab from AMK to Jln Bukit Merah, abih plus ERP lagi! mak kauuuuuuuu!!!!!! i was like super early!! even Lydia was surprised!
hahAHahAHhaa!
Frankly speaking, Teaching the pri sch kids is much easier compared with those sec sch kids!
i was so happy today! those pri 4 kids work along well with me! n i dont feel tired at all! only sweaty and sticky! hahAHahaha! bf love my condition like that!

Those kids asked lots of irrelevant questions such as;
Student A: "why aren't we making the real Shadow puppets?"
Ms Ima: "You want to slaughter the COW and ripped off their Skins to make Shadow Puppets?"
All of the Students when "EEEEEEEEEEE-ing" and freaked out!
Cuteness!!
The thing which i can't take it is that they're always quarelling over small issues among themselves!
"He hit me 1st!", "HE disturbed me 1st!", "He took my pencils!", "She beat me!" blah blah blah!
even, there's this malay kid who lost his wallet!! my goodness!
It's like every time they go for a break, they'll play catching!! and come back to class very stinky and dirty!
*FAiNts*



After teaching, Bf gave me a surprised visit!! he came to fetch me from sch!! awWWwwwwwww~ so sweet!! *BLUSH*
we then headed down to Harbour Front to have our Brunch!
oh, by the end of the day, teaching, i was totally exhausted!
i had 2 big cups of drinks! aHhhhhhhhhhh~ :D
with no plans in mind, bf actually wanted to go to Laberdor Park to chill. but i wasn't in the mood coz it was extremely hot! so, we went to Mount Faber instead!
1st time man we went there! a long journey up there!
it was FUN!!! hehE!!
We explored the place and found a very cool and nice view of harbour front and the islands nearby. there's a seafood restaurant which is cool looking there too~
we shall go back up there ok darlink?



HEy, i'm still in my Bday Mood! and, and, and... i havent shown u peeps what the beloved bf gave me right? here it is~~~


With Much Love,
Babydoll

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 10:20 PM

Tuesday, May 30, 2006

Imaz, you've found Mr. Right because You Laugh Together

While you've got a great head on your shoulders, you like to lead the way with your heart. And that's what's telling you that this relationship is "the one." It's simple — you know how to make each other laugh. And you both know how to use humor to diffuse heated arguments and tense situations.
You have great confidence and admiration for your guy, even if he's sometimes a little silly. It doesn't matter if your mother-in-law shares your sense of humor or not. You know that she'll learn to love you because the goofy guy you both adore does. That's no joke.

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 9:12 PM

Imaz, in your Cinderella story, you'd get to Kiss the Prince

You don't need the pouffy dress, the fancy hair, or the 3-inch glass heels. A romantic soul like you just wants a guy who's a true companion, a good friend, a real prince. And if he's hot? All the better. But ultimately, you know that home is where the heart is. Which is probably why you surround yourself with good friends you can take care of and laugh with — friends who will do the same for you.

But that doesn't keep you from fantasizing about the perfect relationship. It's not that you don't have your feet firmly planted on the ground. It's just that you're not afraid to shoot high. Or wish upon a shooting star. So keep reaching for your goals, Cinderella. If you do, your happily ever after can't be far away. And you can seal that with a kiss.

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Imaz, you're an Amorous Adventurer

Carefree and fun, you are easily excited when it comes to new experiences — and that includes relationships. It's not that you see boyfriends as frivolous pursuits, but you enjoy the art of the chase, and you work to make sure that long-term relationships maintain that sense of adventure and surprise.You may not be the type of girlfriend who spends every waking hour with her man, but that doesn't mean you're not thinking about him. You're just an independent woman, and it's important for you to feel challenged and creative in most things you do. That's what makes any relationship an adventure.

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Imaz, you're an Artiste!

Your type is the Artiste
Creative. Sensitive. A bit offbeat. Your type is the Artiste, a unique guywho knows how to express himself in many ways, whether it's through words,music, or attire. You're attracted to his unconventional ways and hisremarkable talents. He doesn't feel compelled to abide by society's norms.He believes that individuality is the key to happiness, and everything hedoes is a reflection of his "inner self." You fall head-over-heels for suchconfidence and style. Whether he's playing a song he wrote for just you orwriting you a love letter, this guy knows how to make you feel special. He'sin touch with his feminine side and doesn't need to assert his masculinityto feel manly. If we were to paint a picture of your future, the Artistewould definitely be part of it!

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Imaz, your Sex IQ is 86!

You scored higher than 17% of other people who have taken our test. As you were taking the test, we measured how your sexual knowledge stacks up in the 8 areas that contribute to your Sex IQ. You scored highest when it comes to knowing about male anatomy. But it might surprise you how you scored in the other areas that make you sexually smart.

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Imaz, your lips say you've got Flirty Ways

Your motto? "Read my lips!" When it's time to let someone know what's on your mind, a sassy, spotlight-stealing seductress like you isn't afraid to let your lips do the talking. You know how to use a pretty pout, a light laugh, or a charming story to attract attention, especially from the object of your affection.Whether or not you're the kind to kiss and tell, we bet you're used to getting what you want. After all, a fun and flirty girl like you is the perfect blend of sweet and sensual. Sound sexy? It is — just like you!

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Imaz, your beauty secret is Keeping a Positive Attitude

Do people tend to call you for pick-me-ups? Ask you for advice on everything from careers to relationships? You can bet that people rely on and trust your opinions because you can see the bright side in any situation. For you, life is all about trying to enjoy your work, play, family, and friends — and keeping a positive attitude helps you do that.Sure, you may hit a bump in the road now and then — everyone does. But you don't invest a lot of time and energy on things that you can't control. And you make a concerted effort to learn from life's ups and downs. Now that's what health is all about. So keep it up!

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Imaz, you're more sinful than the average person.

And it's affecting your life in ways you might not realize. For one thing, if you aren't careful, your drive to lead an extravagant life may ultimately be your downfall. What you think of as necessary can be construed as excess by others. So you, in particular, should beware of prioritizing worldly possessions above other things and allowing this to take precedence over your personal relationships. If you continue to do so, you might find yourself jeopardizing the things that are most important to you.

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Imaz, you get most turned on by personality

People who get most turned on by a person's personality are aroused by the emotional or mental connection they share with that person.

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sorry. i was bored. heh!

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 8:14 PM

Monday, May 29, 2006

woOohOoOo~ HOoOOOoooo~



davinci's code was awesome!
it's another must see movie!!
i don't mind watching it again! x-men also~!!

*jumps for Joy!!*

u'll understand More if u have read the book itself or u know the history of art.
ehemmm~ wat's the use of studying Art theory & art history in foundation right?
so, do u think davinci's code is a right thing or wrong?
it's A heart-racing thriller movie! This story has so many twists!! all satisfying, most unexpected~ that it would be a sin not to reveal too much of the plot. It's exploration of cryptology, particularly the encoding methods developed by Leonardo Da Vinci, whose art & manuscripts are packed with mystifying symbolism and quirky codes.
Over and all, the secret codes, anagrams, elaborate technology, pagan sex orgies, sudden reversals of fortune, age-old conspiracies, pre-Christian fertility cults, the Knights Templar, Gnostic Gospels, corrupt cops, brutal murders, feminist ÒtheoryÓ, and frantic midnight rides through Paris, grabs hold of my imagination.
So by scrutinizing Leonardo da Vinci's - "The Last Supper", in the movie, Do u think it's true?
go open up ur art history text book ok peeps!!

it's worth the wait for it to be shown in the cinemas! and also, it's worth the $7.50 per person!

haaaaaaaa~
i'm just so over joyed coz my bf's the best!
My bad, for those who wanna asked me out for movies~
up next, i wanna watch The Nun, Cars, The Omen, oh!! and the Slither!!!!!!

LOVE U MIN! :)

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 11:28 PM

Sunday, May 28, 2006

maybe it might bores some, coz all i blogged is abt me, me, me, and more me, and not forgetting, My Beloved Bf!
but i love my bf as much as i love myself... then HOW?
my Problem lah!!!!!

i'm a happy happy happy Bitch today!!! tMr!!! yesterday!!! and everyday!!!!!!!!!

1stly, my bf N I, we went to his fren, Din's, bro's wedding! weeee~ so many ppl getting married!
i'm so excited! i also want to get married! *WinKs*
i watched x-men today!! with the bf. and his frens~ wan, yanti, tasha, zaid, ronny and another person, i dono his name~ but i enjoyed every bit of the movie!!
i wont be bragging abt it, it's a must watch movie! so, go and catch it dudessssssssss!!!
then we had dinner at al-ameen~

today's my bday, so it's my day!!

hahahaha~

Bf very sweet!!

guess wat he got for me?

guessssssss!!!!!!

guesssssss lah!!!!!!!

oh! i had bday cakes today!! very happy!! ice cream cake summore!!

bf, i LOVE U LAH!!!!!!!!!
i'll post the pictures when i've taken them ok.
the pictures of my bday presents!

wEEEEEeeeeeeEEEeeeee~

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 11:48 PM

Happy! happy! haPPPYYYY ME!!!
haPPy 20th bday to ME!!!!!!!

i think, being 20, makes me hungry!
the 1st think when i woke up, after calling my dearest bf, was to gobble down a couple of Sardines Curry Puffs!!
wOooHoOOOo~
i'm so Flowy!!

So, now, i just step in to the 2nd decades of my life.
i'm feeling Great!!

yest, was my lil' sis bday! happy 13th Bday DeArESt FARHANAH!!

My Cousin's, Joy, Wedding was a blast! she was extremly gorgeous!
Congratsssssss!

When will it be My Turn? *Grinz*
Thx for the Bday Wishes peeps!
*MUACKX*




Imaz, your movie star double is Drew Barrymore



A free spirit like you needs to be played by someone who knows what it's like to carve out her own niche. That's why Drew Barrymore would be great for the part. Whether she's starring in unique films like Riding in Cars With Boys and Ever After, or heading out into town with daring dates, Drew refuses to conform to Hollywood's mold for leading ladies. Like Drew, you have a unique outlook and passion that shines through everything you do. And if you're truly like Drew, you're not afraid to show everyone who you are.

Back in high school, were you the one listening to bands that others hadn't discovered yet, or branching out with political or fashion statements of your own? How about raising quirky questions that stumped your teachers? But now that you've grown up some, people are starting to value your individuality and your creative way of looking at the world. Or at least, they will soon. So who better to play you in the role of your life than Drew? Doesn't it seem she was made for the part?

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 12:27 PM

Saturday, May 27, 2006

This is Dedicated to u, My Sweetheart, Mimin.

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 1:15 AM

Friday, May 26, 2006

i just came back from a shopping spree with the beloved bf!
wEeeeeeEEEeeeeEee~ i'm so so so so happy!
i love my Bf SooOOOOOOooooo many2!!
oh!! i collected my dearest Camera already! so very the happy! i can start cam-whoring again!! wEEEEeeeeeeEeeeeeee~` Look OUt for New Pics ok!

bf got lotsa cool t-shirts for himself!! n he got 2 for me!! he bOught me another HIM t-shirt! i'm so loving it!!!
*Muackx~!*
i got 2 bday presents from the bf already! 2 t-shirts!! *Grins*
we also went ard looking for bday presents for my lil' sista!
hmmm.. what else eh...
oh! Secret Recipe was superb!! today's brunch was superly-duper-cheesy!!!
i LOIIKEE!!
then the spoon jangut katong laksa also very nice you!!

well, that's all. i'm excited coz my cousin, Joy, is getting Married tmr! wEEEEeeeeeeEeeEeee~`
Congratzzz!!
i'll shall see u on ur BIG DAY TMR!!!

p/s: I LOVE MY BF! No, Really.

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 10:07 PM

Thursday, May 25, 2006

ok, here it goes... i've changed my blogskin. yah, again.
nice tak? :D
was supposed to start painting my photoframes, but i ended up, making another blogskin.
i tried to ignore the pain, but it's just there! pls la go away pain! stoopid wisdom tooth!
my eyes, they are kempes-ing already.
hopefully, i'm gonna be alright when tmr comes.
so the bf can take me out!!
wEeeeeeEeeEe~
i asked bf whether or not i could be his 'Datin'.
but his answer was rather sweet.
i want u to be my QueeN!
ohhhhhhhh~ i'm in cloud 9~~~`
wEEeeeEee~
i'm gonna cook u Telor everyday!
*GiggLes*

Baby Ana & Kakak Pontianak


Toodless~~

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 9:17 PM

i'm facing a horrible time right now!
no, really.
dispite of my wisdom tooth, i'm craving for so many things! but i can't fucking chewww!!!!!!
n, another great thing which happened was, SUPER-FUcking-irritating-DRUG-ALLERGY!!
over dozage of paracetamol will ended up with itchy-inflated-swollen-ugly-jepun-or-china-kindda-eyes!!!!!!!
ARGHHHHHHHhhh!!! i'm UGLY!!!!!!!!!!
even the bf doesn't wanna see me!!!
ARGHHHHHHHHHhhhh!!!!!!!!!!

i cant talk properly. but i so badly want to talk to the bf on the phone for a Nong Nong time. sweet?

my digicam is up for collection. was suppose to collect them today. maybe, it's only a maybe, i'll go by myself tmr.

oh, i wanna watch Da Vinci Code & X-men:The Last Stand. :( :( :(

*sobs away*

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 11:53 AM

Wednesday, May 24, 2006

the Number ONE problem i'm having now is : My Wisdom tooth is Growing!
*SCREAMING MY HEADS OFF!*

and u think that i'm LOUD right?
let me tell u this, the class that i had yesterday, was even LOUDER then me!
but i managed to control my anger. so, all i did yesterday was just to stand infront of the class, and patiently wait for them to settle down, just stare at everyone.
yes, this methods works! but it happened for ample of TIMES!!!!!!!

*ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhhhh!*

it's over for the secondary school kids! i'm wondering... wat abt primary school kids?
we'll just have to wait n see next week!
stay tune!

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 10:22 AM

Monday, May 22, 2006

That lil' baby ana is one hot cutesy pie!
so irristable!
she was afraid of me when i 1st reached at the bf's place.
but when i gave her my mentos, she dengan tak tau malu, just snatched it from me!
hahaha~ cuteness!
her bro too was afraid of me! the both of them was like hiding behind Min's ButT! hahaha~ CUTEEeee!
i'm i too scary? hmmmm~
but soon after, they were okay with me!
si ana tu curik pandang pat kiter!!
the way she walks.. her butt!! cute u know!!! jalan macam makcik2!!
kekek siak!
with her "eh~ eh! eh~~~~" and her "ohhhhhh~~"
just one word, CUTE!

i'm excited for tmr's teaching! weeeeeeeeEeeeEee~
am i prepared? wat do u think?
so, tmr's lesson we gonna do Chinese Mask Painting & Malay Wayang Kulit!
sounds fun?
Sec 2 students... hmmm.. hope i'll get the class with good students!
*Cross ma fingers*

pssst! i have one zits on my nose! eRggghhh!!
n... n...
my bday....
is...
is..
is.........
ComING!!!!!!
6 more days!
6 more fucking days!!
i'm as happy as fuck!

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 8:59 PM

Saturday, May 20, 2006

happy 666 monthly anni to us! i love u more every day! *MUACKS*

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 8:17 PM

Thursday, May 18, 2006

i just finished Spring-cleaning my house. n there's loads of un-wanted, un-used clothes! what should i do with all those clothes? throw? donate?

I had an experienced of being a teacher yest! yes! a sec sch teacher!
i had the control of a class of 30 normal acadamics secondary 1 students!
but i was lucky thou~ only 18 of them turned up! ho!ho!ho!
i had butterflies in my stomach when i 1st step in to that sch.
oh, fyi, i was appointed to Whitley Secondary Sch.
yes, i was late for the 1st time! just becoz the cab driver was arguing with me abt the location of that blardy sch!

Me: Uncle, Whitley Secondary.
Cab Driver: Oh! that sch. ok!
Me: it's at toapayoh ok. near bradell mrt.
C. D.: wHAt? it's just here! bishan!
(Btw, i took the cab from AMK MRT)
C.D.: it's at bishan st. 22. ARE U SURE IT's at TOAPAYOH?
Me: YAh! toapayoh lor. 1. i think.
C.D.: R U SURE? i'm so sure it's at bishan st 22.! let me check the street directory.
(for the next 10mins, still checking. n checking. n checking. while mumbling to himself. "It's at bishan st. 22!".)
Me: wait! let me check out from my fren...
(Dialled Lydia's mobile.)
Me: Hey Lydia, i'm in the cab now, it's at TOAPAYOH LOR 1 RIGHT?. THE CAB DRIVER KEPT ON ARGUING WITH ME THAT It's AT BISHAN!
Lydia: yEs! yes! PLS TAKE OVER THE DRIVER IMA!!
Me: It's at TOAPAYOH LOR 1 UNCLE! hMmmp!
C.D.: oh! i see. yah. maybe it's there. Blaming on the street directory. there's BUILDING, STREET, SHOPPING MALLS, PARKS, But NO UPDATES ON SCHOOLS! they should include Schools too Don't u agree Ms?
Me: yah...
C.D: SO are You a teacher?
Me: hmmm..
C.D: yah. maybe whitley sec sch is at toapayoh.
(reaching toapayoh area and we came across with BEATTY SECONDARY SCH)
C.D: ahh!! you want to go to BARTLEY SECONDARY SCH?
Me: NO!
C.D: (Paiseh) oh sorry. it's BEATTY SCh.
(then continue driving, passed by Bradell MRT)
C.D: ah! this is Bradell MRT. (DO U THINK I'm DUMB U BLARDY CAB DRIVER? JUST HURRY UP! I'm LATE!) there! i see whitley sch uniform! but i have no idea where's the sch!
Me: Ah! maybe it's further front!!!

so, the moral of the story is,cab driver, dont argue with the customers! even if u dont know the way, neither, me, there's definately a way out of it!

My class was cool. a girl from Taiwan, Indonesia, a guy from philiphine. and another small girl who looks ABC.
the thing abt my class is, whenever i gave out the materials, 1stly, we did Chinese Paper Cutting, and followed by Malay Kite, they actually was doing it by themselves! without even waiting for me to show them the steps!
ah. i wasn't under-estimating them! but it's my job to do that! yes, agreeable that the crafts was so fooking easy! but those kids were good! they love me!
after recess time, the taiwan girl, bought me a packet of drink! plus chocs! sweetness!
during the class, everyone was like going.. "Teacher!" or "Ms IMA!"!
it was a helluva good experience for me! and their D&T teacher told me that i was GOOD! my skills in teacher and communicating with the students was GOOD! SUPERB! and he, Mr NG, told me not to waste my talent! woOohOoo~ *BLUSH*
wEEEEeeEEEEEeeee~

So, i have another class next week, but i'm gonna take the Sec 2 students and gonna teacher them Chinese Mask Paiting, and also Making the Malay Wayang Kulit.
Hope it's gonna be fun too! i'm just too excited!

after teaching, ehemm... i went over to the bf's. then we headed down to bukit timah to send my camera for service! yeah, at last! i feel so naked without the camera! that's why there's no updated pic of mine!
then, we went to Ikea, bought some stuff, pic frames. and, we had hotdogs!! *GRINS*
then, we went to eat! i had jap food! and min darlink had yong tau foo! while i was waiting for my food, there's this caucasian lil' baby girl with her mum, "I Want Wrice, Chick-ken, Veg-tables, Saaa-laaaaaad, In a BOX! without the Sos!" Cuteness tau!!
lastly, we walked ard Queensway Shopping Center! Bf got crazy over the cool graphics T-shirts! and their Jeans! i wanna get a new bag!! there's load of nice and cool bags! yey! new bags for new term of sch!!! YiiipIEEeeeeeee!!
then, bf sent me home! thank u darlz for the ride!

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 2:37 PM

Tuesday, May 16, 2006

i just came back from compass point with cheryl.
we had dessert at swensens. but the service and the waffer-maker-machine was up to no standard! might as well close it down!!
if ruth were to hear this, she will be going... "EEEEEEEe~ so MEAN!!"
say wat ever u wanna say...
as for me being ME, it must worth my money to eat at a nice place with good quality service!

i bought this new-version of "PO-Cai". that chinese med, u know?
yeah, it's call UNIFLEX CHENG HEE WAN. i hope it will work wonders.
*Cross My Fingers*
i'm depanding on u po-cai. there's too much wind in me. even now, my whole body hurts! i cant even laugh properly. there's wind here n everywhere!!
aRgHhhh!

it's gonna be my 1st attempt for the Arts & Culture Camp tmr. i'm gonna be a teacher for a dAY! yeah! oh, no, it's only for half a day! hope it's gonna be fun? eRrr~
i've recieved the scedule or u can call it a time-table, i've got the secondary 1 normal acad class! the 1st class! yey-ness!

But, do u think Chinese Culture - Paper Cutting, And Malay Culture - Malay "Wau" Kite making, are too kiddish for them?

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 7:25 PM

my multiply site is up. i think?

i'm having a stomach disturbance since 4am this morn.

it's sickening.

i'm groaning in pain.

thanks darlink for being there for me.

thanks for the gifts. i love!

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 1:10 AM

Monday, May 15, 2006

Bf bAck! Bf bAck! Bf bAck!
WeEEEEEeeeeeeeeeE~
*juMps Around*
*juMps Around*

*MuacKX!*

udah, itu aja, gue mau tidur nie.

so long and good nite.

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 1:18 AM

Sunday, May 14, 2006

i'm sick n bored eating koko krunch already!

i want U!

come home quick!

i miss u!

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 11:53 PM

while you are away, my coco crunch and cheese crackers kept me company.
thank u very nice.

should i or should i not cut my hair? trim it? go for treatment? what?

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 7:14 PM

Saturday, May 13, 2006

life's complicated! not urs. but mine.
must be wondering why i am mentioning this right?
well, the most obvious reasons is that my family is.... hmmmm... satu-satu sumer buat perangai~ cam ner siol!
dah lah bapak cam gitu. mak pulak cam gitu. adik aku pun same jugak!
siak kan!
abih aku pun satu DOL! perangai tak ubah2!
cam siakkkkkkkkkentalllllllllllanunnnnnnnnnnn ahhhhh!!!!!!!!

bingit siak! frust tonggeng tau tak!
wat if the divorce shitz gonna really happened?
mum asked who i wanna follow?
mama or abah?
wat the fuck siak!
i'm just.. so... feeling... so...in-secured!
i need both of them by my side even thou... wat? i'm turning 20 soon?
wat does that means? i could live on my own?
then wat? i have to take care of my sis?
a big fuck to U!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so u think i have no problems?
i'm always putting up a face, smiling, laughing,entertaining, joking, make-a-fool-outta-maself, and all that shit...
fuck u!
ok listen here peeps, i've grown up from a fuckingly fucked family background. i'm a no rich-man daughter, i'm a lazy arse, so lazy that i cant even wash my own undies, panties, g-strings, tongs, bras, wateva. i dont do my own bed. i just tossed and throw things ard the house. i live just to eat. i eat n eat n eat till i'm bloated. i love to eat. i love u to eat me. i love to eat u. i go to sch only for the sake of going. wasting my mum's money for the past 1 yr. 3 fooking K! ok might be more with all the expenses donated to art fucking friend! fuck u art fucking friend. fuck u la fucking salle! fuck u foundation fucking studies! fuck u communication fucking design!
eh! i want my fucking results lah!

i miss my beloved bf so much!

my mum just couldnt stand my dad no more. so, for how long more should she wait? 1 yr? 2 yrs? 3 yrs? mum says she wanna leave us when i'm done with sch! fuck! then what? leave us all alone?
i just don't know. i'm in a fixed position right now. who should i believe? my mum? or dad?
mum's have been picking up on dad's past mistakes. not only him, but his entire family. on how they treated her so badly. she's an indonesian, doesn't mean she should be bullied and treated like a blardy maid? agree?
my beloved mum stayed in the same fooking house with her in-laws and was being appointed to do the dishes, cooked, washed clothes every morning, clean the house, serve the other families with foods to that fucking 6 other families! meaning 13 ppl live in that house! and 3 other couples would come everyday to eat! so which means, 13+(3x2)=19 ppl to served!!!!!!!
what the fuckkkkkkkkkkk!
and when she 1st arrived in singapore, dad dint work for yrs n years n yrs!!!! no money to buy food when she was having me, mengidam nak makan burger, $1 pun tak der siak! tu pun nak kene pinjam nek cu! then when she gave birth to me, the whole fucking day, no one brought her food! fuck u! and no new clothing for mum for the next couple of years even during hari raya! fuck u! she wasn't allowed to work! she wasn't allowed to earn her own money!
n who doesn't allowed her to do all that?
the greatful mother-in-law.
mum is now smarter then u! it's true! my mum, Rosnawati Bte. Muhd. Yusuf the is the best mother in the whole world! she's so humble but she's strong. she's weak-inside, but she's strong.
mama, u're the best. i love u mum!
so mum advised me to get and to have a good relationship with my future-mother-in-law.
the issue abt marriage, and divorce is a hot topic between me n mum now adays.
to get a good husband is another thing. not a drug-addict. not a drunken shithead. not a lazybum. not a bummer who goes on living ur money and finishing ur money. not a guy who doesn't give and take. not a guy with a bad mouth, taking shitz abt u and ur family. and the list goes on.....

so, u think being Amimah is COOL?
heLL No!
u're wrong.

as for now, i'm being so thankful that we have a shelter to live in. money to feed us. fucking dad who's not been thankful for all these blardy years that my mum have helped him. fuck him. may he die with all his bottles and 4D tickets, peacefully. amin. oh! his name? amin.

happy mother's day mama.

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 11:41 PM

Friday, May 12, 2006

the beloved bf just called.
oh i miss him so badly.
i really am.
missing u.
*Sob*

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 11:22 PM

eh ok. bf's not around. yet again. :(
he's in KL with his peeps.
enjoy eh~
jgn lupa gf mu yang tersayang disini ok.
love u! *muAckx~!*

the previous days outing was grt!
mission impossible 3 was awesome!
go catch it if u haven't.

muthu's curry was increadibly superb!

thank u for all that darlz.

the cookies and muffins. love them.
the hugs n the kisses. can't resist them.
all of ur attention given to me, love, care and time... priceless.

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 10:45 PM

Wednesday, May 10, 2006

last nite kan~
ader this lipas flying flying!!
i was terrified! i'm petrified!
till now ok...
i'm afraid to get out of ma room!
then yg buat darah ku up is this blardy pc lah!
slow fuck!
Bodoh!

ok lah, i hope today will be a good damn day.
have a date later with the bf.
we're going for a movie!
mi:3!
mission impossible 1 & 2 dah lah power~ comferm the 3rd one gonna be more powerer! wahahaha.. wat a word.

i miss chilling. with u girls. talking crap n bitching. laughing non-stop.
when are we gonna catch up again siak?
i miss going for gigs too. headbanging n checking out cute guys. oPpps! did i say that out loud? :D

i'm so proud of my bf. dah pandai~ buat blogskin power!
jelez tau baby!

"who~~' is that girl~ i see~~ staring straight~ back at me~ when will my reflection show~~ who~ i am~ inside~~~"


wah berfeeling!

ok lah. that's all.

toddles~

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 12:14 PM

Monday, May 08, 2006

i'm feeling very the gatal now.
no, not that kindda gatal.
but the other kindda gatal.
alah, u know what i mean?
dont u?
i'm so very the gatal of wanting so much to go shopping.
but i'm in a total confusion.
i just dont find anything necessary for me to buy?
u get wat i mean?
so, in other hand, i would rather keep the money rather then wasting them for shopping.
paham tak DoL?

tapi, apakan daya, hari2 ku sungguh teramatlah BOSAN A.K.A. BORING!
unless the day is spent with the beloved bf. i can't deny! don't ya babyboy?

so much for being too voracious. esp, the crave for chicken.......
u know, my babats are over powering right now!
it's true!
oh no, wrong, it always does....
i wanna get ride of them.. tapi cam sayang gitu kan.. i'm like so fucking comfortable with the way i am right now. i do.
i dont give a fucking damn wat others think.
i love myself.
n my bf loves me.
but i hate u!

now a days, random questions are being asked to the bf. he said, it's a life and death questions.
i dont think so. it's just to filled up my curiousity. maybe u'll get bored with it. or rather, me. maybe, u might find me irritating. well, i am. but i know u love me still.

oh yah, another thing, time nak balik kan Tadi kan, my smelly visor tercabot lah bodoh. abih si bf ku tu panggil ku nyonya-kaytet! alamakkkkk~ sungguh tak hensem!
*blush*

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 10:28 PM

Sunday, May 07, 2006

how does bloggism sounds?
uncool?
or cool?
sometimes, u just felt like blogging every single time, infact it's like ur everyday routine to blog; abt ur life, ppl ard u, things which u dislike, ppl whom u're pissed with, ppl that u're so much in love with, ppl who are unimportant or most important to u, whatever it is, it's ur prerogative. agree?
ok, i'm talking crap here.

today's shopping trip was rather ay-okay~
sis n me went ard our neighbourhood area.
1st to heartland mall in kovan, then to the most famous hougang mall.
sadly, my fav chix rice at joe's corner is no longer there!
*gRrrrrr~!!!*
how disappointed i was.
i have this craze for Chix! real chix! fat chix! juicy chix! crispy chix! delicious chix! finger-licking-good chix!
*SlurPpsssss~!*
CHICKEN!!!
i love ChickEN!!!
but no matter wat, i love my Mimin More then i love my chix!!
*HUgz~!*

bf asked whether or not i bought anything for him while i was shopping today.
i told him i bought 3 new bras and 2 cute undies.
bf get excited! and said, "yeah, that's for me! for me to see~!"
how cute my sweetheart is! *Grins*

i've learned something new today, abt Masbuq, Qalqalah, and the all time famous surah "Qulhuallah'uahad...", it's tittle is Surah Al-Ikhlas. :)
and another thing i know now is, Sexagenarian is a person between the age of 60 and 69 years old. coolness huh!?
i'm now smarter by 0.098737%.
Sweet?

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 7:25 PM

Friday, May 05, 2006

ey bf reaching liao LORRRRRRRr!

toddlesssssss babes~

*WinKs*

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 2:40 PM

YEssa! dah berak lah siak!

wOOoHoOoo~

tapi masih sakit perot nie? camner siak?

*groansssss~*

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 1:49 PM

i think that http://www.myheritage.com ni sungguh lah merepek.
ade ke muka aku ni cam artist2 omputeh? iye ke?
mepek kannnnn....?
aku lah yang paling lawa~
tul tak? tul tak?
khekHEheHEhe~
sungguh perasan aku hari ini.

eh? hari2 aku asik makan jek~ sumbat2 tapi satu pun tak kluar?
camner nie?

dah lah~ ngah tunggu bf ku yang tersayang!
nak kluar ni~
semlm best! makan besaU pat jln kaYu!
thank u very nice bf ku yang amat ku sayangi!
LOve u mAny2!

*Hugz n KisshEs~*

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 1:24 PM

Wednesday, May 03, 2006

i'm So FeeLing MEtaLLIcA TODAY!!!!!
YEAHHHHHHHhhhh!!!!!!!! \m/

"TAstE ME You WILL SeE
MORE is ALL U NeeD
You'RE DediCAtED TO
HOW i'm KiLLINg U"

OBEY YOUR MASTER!

"What I fELT
whAt I KnoWn
NevEr ShinEd ThrU
In whAt i'vE SHoWN
NEVER FREE
NEVER ME...."


\m/ i'm just bored lah FUCKeR! \m/

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 2:17 PM

B-E-L-O



FS2F



GOOD BYE!

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 1:16 AM

Tuesday, May 02, 2006

Have u ever felt like as thou... you're... hmm.. just... unresponding..? is there such a word? it's like.. the feeling... that u have in u... which u doesn't even wanna care abt it at all.. it's like.. u just donno what to do.. or donno what to say? or.. u just donno how to react to something or to someone? or... it's that your brain doesn't work at all... it disfunctioning... or it had been totally freezed! ok sorry.. i'm just crappy.....but how do i or how should i react? just act dumb? it's so near, yet so far... do u get me? it's like... hmmmm.. just have to put up a face or be an ignorant? oh, fOOK! i'm confused!
HOw? HOW? HOW?
ignore? or......?
hmmmmmmmmmm!
i'm just too paranoid to even think abt it!
foOk!

sorry. i'm just too irritating!

i love u.

Perfection OR Vanity? That's the Question.........

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 11:56 PM

eh.....

i'm just so fucKing BORED LAH!!!!!!!

ARGHHHHHHhh!!!!!!

i'm going to town with My Dearest Bf Today. n his bro n the wifey.

Sounds Fun?

hMMmmmmm~ we'll sEE.............!

Should i get a new ripples slippers? which colour nice eh? Brown? Green? Pink? Baby Blue? or sHould i get Havaianas? Trekking? Summer? Fruits? Floral?

we'll just see what i will come back home with, YEah?

*MuAcKs!*

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 1:39 PM

Monday, May 01, 2006

TOday. A Very Bad DAy. It ended bad as well. Fuck U. Fuck Off.

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 11:01 PM