Sunday, June 25, 2006

this song on my blog, specially dedicated to my bf. <3
it really explains how i'm feeling right now. insecureness.
what if i'm gone earlier than u? what if... what if... just lots of "WHat If(s)" playing thru my mind....
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it's just driving me Craaaazaaay!

i'm feeling so empty.is it bcoz my period is coming? or just normal mood swings?
my mind is always blank!
i dont feel ur presents right here beside me.
i dont feel loved. i dont feel pampered. i dont feel beautiful.

maybe, that's only a Maybe, i need to change.
change my style? my dressing? my hairstyle? my laughter? change my attitude?
am i willing to sacrifised all that?
or is it bcoz i'm way too sensitive? feeling soo insecure for only God-knows-why~?
feeling so shitty at times when i'm not supposed too?

it's the fact that i'm an attention seeker?
I want to be someone who is intelligent! a brilliant student! versatile artist! skillfull teacher! loving and caring gf! a thoughtful daughter! a sincere and an entertaining friend!

I just want to be an-all-rounded person! eventhou i know i am already Round in size, that, have to go away~~
*Winks*

well, there's always a lil' girl inside of me!
The Girl who is inlove with a Boy.
Muhaimin. <3

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 10:03 PM