[ In Loving Memories ]

Sunday, July 30, 2006

Bf's BAck!

*Jumps Ard!*

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 12:01 PM

Saturday, July 29, 2006

Love of a lifetime

1. Never take your spouse for granted.

2. Avoid thinking only of me, myself and I. Live and think together as a couple.

3. Negotiate and compromise. Fights and quarrels never help any relationship

4. Set goals for your relationship and work hard towards achieving them.

5. Always treat each other with love and respect in everything that you do.

6. Confide and communicate with each other to avoid misunderstandings

7. Create a trusting and secure environment for a strong relationship.

8. Make the effort; it's the little acts that make the difference.

9. Share and encourage each other's interests and passions

10. Offer unconditional love without any obligations or strings attached.

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 10:07 PM

What I Believe/Don't Believe About Art:

- "Talent" is basically a myth. I believe that sensitivity, inspiration,
hard work and conviction are much more important in producing
quality work.
- Neatness and speed do not count in art.
- Being original really means being/becoming yourself.
- There is no limit to what can be learned - it is a life-long process.
- There are as many viewpoints in art as there are human beings.
- There is no one, right way to make art.
- There are rules in art to be followed - however, for every rule I've
ever heard, I've seen a great work of art that is the exception.
- The entire universe is potential subject matter for art.
- Art is a process, not a product.
- Learning art is learning a new language, a visual language, where
the vocabulary consists of colors, forms, marks, and other visual
elements.
- Art is not a place for fear, but rather, freedom. It is one of the few
things we can do that cannot hurt anyone.
- The experience of making art is a creative (as opposed to
destructive) process. At its best, we lose ourselves, become
absorbed, unself-conscious.
- The "goal" of art should not just be to create a good work - but to
express what we are trying to express.
- Art needs to be more than "just visual." It needs ideas, feelings -
and meaning.

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 9:23 PM

i can see those fire-works from my house corridor lah fucks.

some1's coming home tmr!! yeyyy!!

i'm doing some research on Still life Painters/Artist.

Toodles~

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 8:15 PM

Friday, July 28, 2006

Bf ku...

hari ini, Gf mu sakit.

i've been vomiting since this evening.

:(

i think it's food poisoning.

oh, i need u so badly....

:(

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 10:27 PM

Thursday, July 27, 2006

u know what?

I fell down. an hr ago.....

yes!! i fucking fell!!!!!!!!

i fell from the bf's bike!!!

and i blamed the concrete pavements!! ok, wateva u call it!

)(*@!)*&@!*@@!!

wanna know how it goes?
well, 1stly, when we reached my area, and the beloved bf stopped at the normal spot where he dropped me off. then........ when i stood up, to get off from his bike, my right shoes fell off! then i panic!! and my eyes was still searching for my right-side shoe, while i was getting down from the bike, without putting my left foot down properly on the proper ground!
and thennnnnnnnnnnnnnn........ BAB!!!!!!!!!
my left foot was stuck to the foot-rest of the bf's bike, and my right foot/ankle was strained!! and my butt was on the patches of grass!!

ok lah, drama-mama, i knoe!!!

but it really2 happened OK!!

and for me being me, i turned out to be a crybaby ok!
so i cried, and the bf pujuk + Laughed at me!!
HMMMMMMP~!~!!!!!

in less then 6 hrs, bf and his friends will be going phuket.
and me? i'll be left alone here....

*SOBS*

saya akan merindui mu, Sayang....

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 10:01 PM

Wednesday, July 26, 2006

if i could, i would.

i misses sch already.

so much for wanting sch and lessons to end.
but when i'm home, i kindda miss sch. No, Really.
i miss those lecturers, even thou most of my classes havent start.
i miss my frens. coz i dont even communicate with my one and only sisters.

it's so sick to be home, with a rather FUCKING environment.
HELL WELCOMES U HOME, AMIMAH!!

*SCREAMS!*

SICK! SICK! SICK! HATE! HATE! HATE! SICK! HATE! SICK! HATE! SICK! HATE! SICK! HATE! SICK! HATE! SICK! HATE! SICK! HATE! SICK! HATE! SICK! HATE! SICK! HATE! SICK! HATE! SICK! HATE! SICK! HATE! SICK! HATE! SICK! HATE! SICK! HATE! SICK! HATE! SICK! HATE! SICK! HATE! SICK! HATE! SICK! HATE! SICK! HATE! SICK! HATE! SICK! HATE! SICK! HATE! SICK! HATE! SICK! HATE! SICK! HATE! SICK! HATE! SICK! HATE! SICK! HATE! SICK! HATE! SICK! HATE! SICK! HATE! SICK! HATE! SICK! HATE! SICK! HATE! SICK! HATE! SICK! HATE! SICK! HATE! SICK! HATE! SICK! HATE! SICK! HATE! SICK! HATE! SICK! HATE! SICK! HATE! SICK! HATE! SICK! HATE! SICK! HATE! SICK! HATE!

if life w/o a father.... i think, we would survived.
oh! my mistakes, WE HAD SURVIVED even living is w/o HIM. HA!!!!!!!!

So Much for being the HEAD OF THIS FUCKING FAMILY!
SO much FOR BEING A MAN!! FUCK U!!!!!!!

If only i'm a ~~guy~~, i would have Run away from home or Moved out from this hellish fucking home!

So, what's/when's the right age to be indepandent? Move out, earn ur own money and such...?

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 9:36 PM

Tuesday, July 25, 2006

Today's lecture was Oh-So-FUN!
i never like lectures f.y.i.
for that short 2-hrs long lecture, i managed to survived!
that's becoz i only had to come to sch for that blardy 2 hrs.
see the Word ONLY.
so, what's if i have the whole blardy day from 9am to 6.30pm? it'll be on every tuesday. MEaning, printmaking will be in the morn, then followed by tutorial(critics) after lunch and lastly, would be art writing lecture!

*SCREAMS*

we have to do writing today. abt outselves...

Guess what i wrote in ma notebk?

My Loud & hot tempered family, Crazy Love Life with My one and only Mimin DarLInk & Madcap Friends i have. and musics! Sweet?

i doesnt really answered the questions the lecturer gave; What is your Fav Colour? What is your Fave Animal? Who is your Fave Artist? What do you see in a white room?

WTF!!

if she were to asked me these question:

Lecturer: "What do you see in a white Room?"
ME: "I.......SEE.......DEAD.......PEOPLE......"

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 8:13 PM

Sch have soooooooooo soooooooooooo sooooooooo sTARTED!

So? Big DEAL-lio huh?

HeLL YEAHHhhh!!

coz i'll be bz in sch, and then, balik dah tired kan, abih dah sampai rumah, mandi, makan, relek, comferm dah flat kan....!!?

So, BF ku yang tersayang itu mengadvised ku untuk tido cepat. nanti kalau tido lambat, abih bsk lambat lah ku kesekolah.
AwWwwwww~ how thoughtful!

i might be going Art-Painting-Material-shopping later b4 heading down to sch..
i want bf to accompany me. :( coz i miss him. damn badly ok....

today, sch will be at 4.30pm - 6.30pm. hur! hur!

i think Printmaking gonna beeeeeeeeeeeee sooooooo MUCHHHHHHH FUNNNNN!!!
heh!

will be start painting our still-life on wed! i'm sooooo excited! heh!

dan ku tetap selalu merindui mu....

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 10:54 AM

Sunday, July 23, 2006

in less then 14 hrs, i'm going back to sch!
~~fuck~~!!

after a super long holiday/sch break, abt 3 months to be exact!
oh~ i'm such a spoiltbraT! by my bf, who have to give all his attention to me these past months!

from a month left; like a month ago, to 24 days left; reminder from cheryl; then to 23 days then to 2 weeks, to 1 week, then now, less then a day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

_)(**&%$##

i have mixed feelings, Excited + Nervous. Meeting new classmates, i've got my new time-table, New lecturers, well, cool lecturers like Hazel, Luis, Jeremy, Salleh and ahmad.

but! i'm not ready for sch yet!!!!!!!
ahhhh!! i feel like cutting my hair! again? hahah!

)( *!*&(*#@!@

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 7:11 PM

i finished reading this book.
i like!

oh! oh! oh! the bf and i, we finally got our way to Chomp Chomp!
tooooooooo much chilli today, my stomach getting it's way~~~~

Sch starts on MONDAY!!
woOoHoOOOOOOOOOOO hoOOOoooooooooOOOOOooo!

i love u lar BF! <3

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 12:22 AM

Friday, July 21, 2006

Wolf buried his face in the crook of her neck. "Love, oh, sweet, sweet love," he said, blinking against tears as he lifted her into his arms and carried her down the hallway. He kissed her head, her throat, her eyes, but she couldn't move, couldn't speak, because she knew as he laid her on the bed in her chamber that she was losing his baby. Silent agony tore through her, blinding her, extinguished the light in her soul.

"Megan?" His voice came as if from a distance. "Megan."

" 'Tis gone," she said and felt the rush of blood between her legs. "Wolf, please listen.....the babe...." Deep racking sobs rose from her lungs, and then he understood.

" 'Tis all right, rest," he said, lying beside her, refusing to let her go. He pulled the blankets over her and held her close, whispering into her hair. Outside, the sound of battle quieted, but deep in her heart, Megan felt a pain more desperate than ever before. "I will be with you forever," he vowed, but she hadn't the strength to believed him. As she closed her eyes and drifted into sleep, she knew that she'd lost their child, their precious babe, and even Wolf's love couldn't fill that gaping hole in her heart.

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 10:27 PM

Thursday, July 20, 2006

Wed, 19th July '06 - Trip to Sentosa.

Parry Pri Sch Mate Reunion/Outing

there's always ppl who is late (Star Karat)

Had lots of Great Laughs

Volley-smiley ball game

Coincidence Do happened (Met Vithi and HER Pri sch mate at Palawan Beach)

Great Food! (Heh! i cooked!)

Here are some random Pics....

Me & Azera

Belo Me

Munir & Raimie

Bryan & Shalihan

Girls

The Boys (same macam time2 nakal dulu kan!)

Feeling with the Pokok Kelapa!

Korek-Mengorek

Buried raimie

Mini-Me

KOnon nyer tu style

Loving The Sunsets!

Tues, 18th July '06 - Chery's Bday Party cum Class Gathering.

Cheryl's Spiders

In Cheryl's Room

Class Pic

The Belo Club

Choc Fondue

THE END

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 1:14 PM

Tuesday, July 18, 2006

Dear Cheryl's Bday cum small Class Gathering was a blast!
well, at least, there's cool ppl turning up. compared with those who gave reasons, of not coming.

it's all went well, i guess.

great foods. great company. great house. great tv shows on channel 5!
hAhah!

Once again, happy 19th Bday Chery-ELLE!!

i'll see u in sch ohhhkAYyyyyyyyyy!
we're just a blk away~~!!! heh!

i just cant wait for sch! another 5 More days!!
wEEEEeeeeeeee!

i wanna go to sch on monday, n CHOPE a place in the Fine arts Painting Studio!
the one near the window, and facing the door, at the corner of the classroom!
gEddit?? No?

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 11:22 PM

Monday, July 17, 2006

i went out with the beloved bf today.
i love love my darlink so much!
*MUacKX*

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We went to catch Pirates of The Carribean Dead Man's Chest today!
it was sooooooooo gerek!! i still cant get over it!
the graphics and animations are way toooo cool!
it's worth the 7 bux! heh!
Captain Jack Sparrow is soooo Cute and HOT!
i really fancy Johnny Depp! since i was young!
since the 1st movie/show i watch - Edward ScissorsHands!

he wasssss wayyyyyyyy hotter when he was Younger!!

HOw, dah Lebih Tua, oh! sorry, i mean matured... LAgi HOT SIAK!!

WooohOOOOOOo!
Boleh Cair Babe!
nAsib Baik AKu StRONG!
HAhahahaHa!

He still mantained his looks thru out the years... from edward scissorhands to sleepy hollow to charlie choc factory to pirates of the carribean...

enjoy lah k...... cheers!

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 9:51 PM

Sunday, July 16, 2006

Loving Ur Loved Ones

Love the girl in your heart, not in your mind.

If you base your relationship on feelings, it will fail for there are ups & downs in feelings.

Girls are there to be loved, not toyed around.
Hence, don't even think of flirting!

Love her for who she is.
Don't even think about changing any bit about her.

6 billion people in this world & 6 billion different personalities.
She's special & she will stay that way.
You change any part of her, you'll change her forever.

Don't substitute her for anyone else, they are just unique in their own ways.
Love whole-heartedly.
She sacrificed a lot for you so you'd better really treasure her.
I am sure the vice versa would stand true too.

She could have just got up & date a so much more dashing guy in town but she chose you instead all because of love.

Love is blind, remember? So, love her guys, not play with her.
Don't just get the girl to beg you to stay or whatsoever.

If you're with her, love her.
It never kills to be romantic.
Think, be flexible. Getting that diamond ring isn't the only gift for her.
Be realistic, she's human & she lives life just like you.
Something sweet & simple always get the job done.
It doesn't have to be an expensive gift to create the air of romance.
Furthermore, she would not want you to spend unnecessarily.

Pledge your love to her & her alone.
Promise her & make sure you never break the promise.
Swear to her & make sure you live up to your word.

Respect.
Don't cause a strain in the relationship, you'll end up loving each other out of pity or charity, that's not respecting love at all.
Respect love the way it is & everything will be the best it can be.
Be truthfulTell the truth, never hide anything from her.
If you want her to tell you everything, do the same.

Communicate
What is love without communication?
Talk! Talk about anything and everything under the sun.
From total crappiness to serious matters.
Exchange your views with her.
Tell her what is on your mind.
Don't worry about boring her with your nitty gritty details, just speak up your mind.She is your friend, your confidant, your partner.
All in all, she is everything.

Beware with who you socialise.
Socialise only when you're single.
You socialise & flirt around to get the girl of your dreams.
Get it over when she's already yours, don't ask for more.
You wouldn't wish to see your girl being overly close to a guy whom she claim as merely a friend, do you?

Make it today
Never promise her that you'll love her forever because your forever might end the next day.
Love her as if each day is the last.

Give her your heart
Loving her is giving her your heart to break it but trusting her not to.
Same goes for her,giving u her heart means allowing u to break it and trusting unot to.
Instead, she'll cherish it & protect it.
Should'nt you do the same thing as well? That's love.

Give her your heart, your life, your everything.
Lay down your life & prepare to die for her when the need arises.
But stay strong & live through another day, she can never live without you.

Never walk out on her
Never, ever walk out of her life.
She won't just cry her heart out & carry on living as per normal, she'd die.
It's her heart that you've broken, how would you ever know how she feels?

Not yet the final victory
Don't leave her once you've won her love.
Love her all the way till the end of time, love her till marriage, love her till old age, love her till death.
If you can love her till the end of time, you've earned the honor & respect for you've truly loved her.
She chose you because she believes that you can fulfil your promise.
Win her heart back & love her all over again.

Lastly,,,For the blissfully attached couples, do treasure each other.
Fate doesn't come by easily.
Hand-in-hand, you two shall vow to walk through the rest of your life with each other.

For the singles out there, bear the above-mentioned pointers in mind. Never despair. Fate will definately drop by you one day. Look around you, for the one might have been there all along. Your days of blissfulness is definately within grip.

Love is in the air! Breathe it, feel it, have a share of it. Your life isn't complete without it!

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 3:08 PM

Saturday, July 15, 2006

OH! look!! i got this in my mail!
maybe, i'll bring my bf... for our monthly anniversary!
heh!
ShHHhhhhh~ don't tell him ok?
*winks*

Good deal huh?
mesti pergi dok!!

Today, Your Gf very stupid lah kan....
she could have possible be at home and rest after a tiring day at work.
but instead of doing that, she waited and waited at the C.C.
for one freaking hour.
how stupid.
and the thing is, the beloved bf is sleeping soundly at home.
hmmmp!!

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 10:01 PM

eh. I HAVE THE BEST OF THE BESTEST BOYFRIEND lah siak!!!!!!!!!

i'm so so so sooooooooooooooooooo very veryyyyyyyyyyyy feeelingggggg on top of the world!!!

woOooHoOOOOOOooo!

Deepest condolence to my beloved bf's grandma who passed away yest afternoon.
semoga selamat dikebumikan.
Amin.

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 10:11 AM

Thursday, July 13, 2006

oh! oh! oh!!
i drop by at Kaki-5 today!
yes, those were the days... when nanie, jehan and i, after the whole day taking pictures ard arab street, we chilled at kaki-5!
we shall chill out there and have sheesha one day ok??
ok?? promise me??!!! promise me we'll go!!??

ok, i just couldn't get over this... just this one fucking thing!!
i was so excited today! coz we're gonna meet this fren's of ours, from the same pri sch too...
he's name is Abdul Munir!
and when he reached at al-majlis, he went passed me, but i just couldn't reconized HIM!!!!!
no, REALLY!!!!!!!
he changed so many2 man!!
i just couldn't believe my eyes!!
till now, i couldn't get over it man!! hahahaha!!
this is soooooooo crazy!!
sorry lah kan... i was way tooo excited and i forgotten to take pictures!
hahahaha~
azera, lain kali turun OK? penting kan keje jeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
dah dapat gaji tu jgn lupa blanja lagi k? sayanggggggggggg azera!! *MUACKX*
and 1 more thing, azera takder, sumer tak sebok2 mengambil gambar tau!! not even myself!
hahahaha!

Bf got his sheesha today. but it wasn't on me. it was Raimie's treat! hahaha! maner nak dapat raimie blanja kan~?
we had a great day today.

maybe next time, i wanna try caramel flavour sheesha, ok DARLZ?

Love u!

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 1:28 AM

Wednesday, July 12, 2006

Selamat sejahtera semua penulis2 dan pembaca2 blog.
hari ini, saya berada di rumah.
petang nanti, saya akan bertemu dengan teman2 sekolah rendah saya.
saya berasa sungguh... (excited, melayu cakap aper ah?)
ah... berasa sangat... ermmm... hmmmm... excited lah!!!
ok, wateva it is, i'm meeting my bf too later at nite!

Mimin: Gf kiter owe me a sheesha session!

so, u know i know lah kan....

oh! badan ku sakit2 semua!! and i have teaching again tmr!! *Faints*

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 3:25 PM

Tuesday, July 11, 2006

Yesterday, i had a long long super tiring but fun day!
hur! hur!
i enjoyed the day so much that i ended up sleeping late!

I did teaching for the art & culture camp for the Pri 5, and Pri 6 at Junyuan pri sch.
i took the AM and PM Session. so i ended late, at 6!

My Pri 6/4 class!
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My Pri 5/4 class.
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The Art works
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i then went straight away to an old fren's workplace.
and soon, we started cam-whoring!! as usual lah kan~

Me & Azera cam-whored at her workplace.

then met the rest of the parry pri sch geng at town.

The 3 girls; Me, Rene & Azera
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The Army Guy, Hadid, & The Abg Kapal, Shalihan.
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We walked and chilled ard town, then decided to have our late dinner/supper at Hougang area.

While waiting for the train... sempat noh~ nak amik gambar bersama2
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Naik/Turun Escalator jugak sempat mengambil gambar..
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As Usual, the two of us, non-stop cam-whoring, eventhou we're dead tired!
oh! and not forgetting our LAUGHTERS!! the whole train was pissed with uS both!!
hAHAhahah!
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This is another pri sch fren, Raimie! malu lah tu kan~
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after we(the pri sch geng) parted, bf, bf's mum, bf's mum's fren, bf's fren, and me, we went to geylang to have durian Feast!!
Thanks to you, Makcik!! :D

Today, i caught a Huge Huge Black Hairy Spider!!!
take a look........................!!!
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ok, that's all folks!

p/s:

Myspace Glitter Graphics, MySpace Graphics, Glitter Graphics

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 10:00 PM