[ In Loving Memories ]

Friday, June 30, 2006

Untuk Bf Ku yang teramat ku sayangi dan ku kasihi,
Sesungguhnya pada hari dan saat ini, tiada perlawanan bola-sepak diantara kumpulan Brazil dengan sembarang kumpulan bola-sepak yang lain, walaubagaimanapun, Gf mu ini, adalah seorang peminat setia BRAZIL!
oley~~ oley~~ oleyy~~~~~~

Sempat untuk Ber-Cam-whoring dengan jersey Brazil dan shadesnye!
Vogue ke tidak Gf mu ini, Sayang? ;)

Edit lah kamu, Sebelum kamu Di-Edit kan....

Sekian,
Terima Kasih.

Salam Sayang dan peluk Cium serta Ucapan Rindu Daripada,
imAz BabyDoLL <3

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 10:41 PM

Thursday, June 29, 2006

i need to know.
damn i really need to know!!
it's already 1 week since the last wed.
and now i need to know!!!!!!!!
#(*(?><>"#$*
i need to know the results whether or not.............. errmm.. hmmm... i'll just wait...

bf ku, i missing u! very much.

i cant wait for sch to starts!
wat abt u?

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 8:15 PM

Tuesday, June 27, 2006

Ok, u can now sing together with me! 1,2,3... U go!

Samsons - Kenangan Terindah

aku yang lemah tanpamu
aku yang rentan karena
cinta yang tlah hilang darimu
yang mampu menyanjungku

selama mata terbuka
sampai jantung tak berdetak
selama itu pun aku
mampu tuk mengenangmu

darimu....
kutemukan hidupku
bagiku....
kaulah cinta sejati…

bila yang tertulis untukku
adalah yang terbaik untukmu
kan kujadikan kau kenangan
yang terindah dalam hidupku

namun takkan mudah bagiku
meninggalkan jejak hidupku
yang tlah terukir abadi
sebagai kenangan yang terindah

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 12:36 PM

Monday, June 26, 2006

Kenangan Terindah

Lagu ini sungguh berfeeling! i like!

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 11:59 PM

i'm full/filled with LOVE <3

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 11:07 PM

i just dont feel it anymore. it's not there isn't it? or it still does?
maybe it takes time... when it ends... we'll see the outcome..
it's not as exciting anymore.

i'm as bored as ~~FuCK~~

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 1:57 AM

Sunday, June 25, 2006

this song on my blog, specially dedicated to my bf. <3
it really explains how i'm feeling right now. insecureness.
what if i'm gone earlier than u? what if... what if... just lots of "WHat If(s)" playing thru my mind....
)*09828071#@@#$#%0"1#@@#$#%0-
it's just driving me Craaaazaaay!

i'm feeling so empty.is it bcoz my period is coming? or just normal mood swings?
my mind is always blank!
i dont feel ur presents right here beside me.
i dont feel loved. i dont feel pampered. i dont feel beautiful.

maybe, that's only a Maybe, i need to change.
change my style? my dressing? my hairstyle? my laughter? change my attitude?
am i willing to sacrifised all that?
or is it bcoz i'm way too sensitive? feeling soo insecure for only God-knows-why~?
feeling so shitty at times when i'm not supposed too?

it's the fact that i'm an attention seeker?
I want to be someone who is intelligent! a brilliant student! versatile artist! skillfull teacher! loving and caring gf! a thoughtful daughter! a sincere and an entertaining friend!

I just want to be an-all-rounded person! eventhou i know i am already Round in size, that, have to go away~~
*Winks*

well, there's always a lil' girl inside of me!
The Girl who is inlove with a Boy.
Muhaimin. <3

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 10:03 PM

Saturday, June 24, 2006

i dont feel like blogging too much now adays.
i rather keep everything to myself.
my everyday life, todays, yesterdays, tomorrows, next weeks, last weeks, is bland.
i feel empty. so empty that it bores me to your death.
Do u feel the same way too? No?

I only get excited when Brazil is on. i dont give much damned on the other teams. beats me! i have my own reasons to why i surported Brazil all the way. Like a classmates of mine said, Sentimental Values i had. with my late Grandfather. i will always miss u so damn much that it hurts. its so hurting growing up with a father like mine. hope i wish that my dad is like his dad. i doubt so, he will never change. happy belated father's day.

Bf is not much of a companion these days. He'll sleeps till late in the afternoon, then continue with his world cup at nite till the morning dawn. and he'll recycled his way of life again.
i'm still loving you. <3
Happy belated 7th montly ghost anniversary darlink.

so, yah, i'm dead-and-alive!

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 9:55 PM

Sunday, June 11, 2006

this world is really unfair.
so much unfair that... that... hmmm...
i just think it's so fucking unfair!
i know i'm not a good student. but i tried my best!
i tried my best not to hand in my work late~
i put all my creativity and heart doing all those projects.
and i'm happy with the grade i've attained!
but.... it's still unfair~!!!!!!!!
Unfairness in LIFE! it suxxxx!!!!!!!
~~fuck u!~~

i'm going off today! so~ once again, miss me, not!

To all my classmates, Congrats for those who have PASS! i bet every1 did it, yeah? go on~ move on~ FS1F/2F will be another history~

to all foundation students 2005/2006, check lah results mu sebelum results mu itu mengecheck dirimu!

to the belo clubs, i'm sorry that i can't be ard to help to prepare the art fair shitz. so happy packing! happy preparing!

to all bloggers and blog hoppers, i wont be ard, till then... so long and good bye!

To my MOst BEloved Bf, Mimin darLink, i'm gonna miss u so so so badly. But i'm so sure that u'll be entertained most of ur time coz there's always a ball to look forward for everyday!
hah~ happy worldcupping! so, i wont worry coz there'll always be company every nite~ and u can call ur boys to watch those matches with u! n yeah, Brazil gonna win!!! Brazil all the wAYyyyyyy~
Enjoy ur week ok darLz~ dont cancel ur trip next weekend if possible. jgn bermabok. jgn bermentel. jgn bermalas. dan jgn bersakit! coz i wont be here to take care of u! i'll be there~ so, take care of urself, and ur mum. i'm gonna miss my babyboy~

*MUACKX*

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 12:27 PM

Saturday, June 10, 2006

eh. aku pass lah siak!
i'm now certified a comm-d student! see u in JULY!
oh! i'm also certified a Brokie!
i'm leaving tmr.
miss me. not!

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 7:16 PM

Tuesday, June 06, 2006

Today, On the 6.6.06, The Bf and i, we decided to go cycling at Pulau Ubin. Yes, Just the 2 of US!
It's a surprised that the Bf woke up kindda early today! and he became my alarm clock! wEeeEee~
Do u know, that i love u so much that it hurts to know that my bf is now so tired!
all coz of me! hmMmps!

well, we took off at abt 8+ to changi village. had our nasi lemak breakfast then took the bumboat to Pulau Ubin! it was fun!!! and tiring!
Ubin is like the smaller version of the old Tanjung Balai! No, REally!
we then rented bicycles each! eh~ 7 bux only for the whole day~ from morn~ till 6pm!! isnt it a good deal?
thx darLz for everything!

We then cycled all the way~ From the Meeting point 1, to Kekek Quarry! where we passed by this thai-buddha temple! oh yah, there were lotsa dogs ard!! takut baby!!
then, it started to rain cats and dogs~ so the bf & i, decided to just continue with out cycling!
but then, it rained heavily! Finally, we stopped at Nordin Beach! luckily there was a toilet! it was scary thou~ we sat out side the toilet for quite a while, konon nyer nak tunggu hujan tu stop!
then, i freaked out when i saw earthworms!!!!!!!!! blardy long earthWORMS!!!!!!!!!!!
soon after, i told Mimin that it's better we continue with our rides! no used waiting for the rain to stop~ coz kalau dah basah, biar basah sekali lah kan~ heh!
we followed the same route back to the meeting point!
oh! F.Y.I, i hate up-wards slopes!!!! ARGHhhhh!! PENAT BABY!!!!!!!
But, i'm so freaking LUCKY to have such a sweetheart BF!!
he helped me all the way up all of the slopes!! SWEET? :D
but the best part was the down-wards slopes!! so fast!!! i like!!!
the both of us was like soaking wet, it was freaking cold! n our wobbly knees cannot tahan liao lar~
when we reached the jetty side, we had Fresh Thai COcoNUT!!!!!! ahhhh~~ segerrrrr!!
i had 2 coconutS! plus, bf donated me his too~ so we had 3 lovely coconuts! i like!!!!
after resting, we continued our cycling expedition~ and found the secret garden in pulau ubin!! coolness~ it's full of all kinds of fruits plantations, vegetables plantations~ plus!!!!!!!!! lots of scary scare-crows!!!!!!!!!!
later on the day, we chilled at the jetty, relaxing and watching ppl! went for another round, and then decided to call it a day!
dah tak boleh tahan man!! our kaki cannot take it!!
*Faints~*

after all that bumpy rides and mandi hujan, lapar pulak lah kan! then we ate at subway! and i had my so-long-awaited white chocs cookies!! tapi tak sedap lah! haiyah!
such a disappointment!

skarang masih tengah penat nie! bf pun balik terus flat! oh! i'm having a fever!! kesian kan? :(

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 8:31 PM

Monday, June 05, 2006

i had fun picking tulips with my belo frens.
Pink, White & Hot Pink! SWeEt!
but all of them dint survive till home.
how sad.

i miss my bf very much.

here's an announcement that i'm gonna make...
listen up every1...
i think, that i'm gonna be MIA for quite a while.
without the bf.
well, that's the saddest part.
so, i'll be on the other side of the world.
with no belo clubbers ard me. with no mum n dad with me. with no computers!! with no bf!!!
aiyah! i'm gonna balik kampung lah~
so abt 2 weeks? that's the plan... but we'll see how long i can survive ok.
i'm so gonna miss my bf!
no joke ok! haiz...
i'm gonna be back just in time b4 the art fair thingy starts. just wait for my arrival.
so long, and ~~good bye~~.

my beloved hp have gone bonkers! the cam is not working anymore! 1stly, it had an instant photoshop. then, it totally jammed my phone! how great!
so, i think i should be investing on a new phone. or is there any1 who's kind enuf to get me a new phone? heh! :) well, i'm not so particular abt the latest 3G phone, mp3s, high megapixel cameras.. and what's not. so if i were to get a cheap-o phone also i'll use them! :D

another thing, Dad promised to get me either a laptop, or just an upgration of this blardy pc. that's only... if... errmmm... we're lucky!

oh! i wanna get all those books on graphic designs n photoshop!! i'm just so excited!!!
shall invest on that too.
hmmm.. maybe after clearing all my debts~

so, there's go my up-dated wish list;
1. New Hp
2. New Pc/Laptop
3. Graphic Design/Photoshop Books & Mags
4. Facial threading
5. New Hairstyle
6. New Sch Bags
7. Pay Sch Fees
8. New Computer table
9. New Wardrobe
10. New Shoes

Peace out!

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 1:58 AM

Saturday, June 03, 2006

Alone in this world
No happiness and love,
God sent you to me
A pure blessing from above.
He gave you eyes of rare gems
And a smile to melt my heart,
Lips so warm and tender
And honesty from the start.
He gave you humor and laughter
And knew I couldn't resist,
He knew without you
I would just simply exist.
With you in my life
Only love I see,
I know God wants me happy
He brought you, to me.

You make me smile when I am down.
You make me smile when I have a frown.
You make me smile when I feel there's no way out.
You make me smile instead of shout.
You make me smile when I look into your eyes.
You make me smile and to never wanna say good bye.
You make me smile just by doing what you do,
I think this is why I'm in love with you.

ermmm maybe, i should not give to much hope on others. i should not have lots of expectation from others. coz, i will end up disappointed. agree? anyone? someone? no one?

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 9:31 PM

Friday, June 02, 2006

Today's meeting was a day to remm.
know why?
coz Jehan doesn't know that we're going to the BEach!
hahahahahAHah!
but she's, a smart-ass!
such a spoiler!

Meeting up with the girls and not forgetting Leon, is such a bliss!
those gossips moments, those laughing un-controlably moments, those belo-ness moments, simply irrisitable!
Today, we met in sch!! then headed down to ecp.
had lunch at Japanese & Korean Crusine. then nanie bought us bday cakes! yeeeeeeep! for Dear Jehan & myself!
how sweet! i love my kakak nanie so effing much!
thanks a million for the bday gifts u peeps!
the t-shirts and note book is super-D-Duper cool!
i love them!
u all know my taste!

after lunch, we rented bicycles. it was fun, hillarious, tiring, scary, hot, and cute all at the same time! from the mac area, we cycled all the way to bedok jetty, watch ppl fishing, played with a cute crab, then stopped at the food center to have our coconut drinks! it's was thirst quenching!
continues cycling again and watch the cable-water-ski. it looks fun! should try it one day! the bf should love it! heh!

continue cycling back to mac and then to the light house and then sent the bikes back~ 2 hrs of bicycle fun!
which after, we headed down to parkway parade and have our final dinner! gossips again and parted!

fuuuuhhhhhh!
shall catch up again ok!!!!!
sooooooonnnnnnnnn!!!

oh, i dint really cam whored today, coz i think, i'm unpretty. just for today. coz all this rashes on my pretty face spoils it all.

toddles~

BabyDoLL's Written Sins @ 10:06 PM